| | Posted by anonymous at October 18, 2010 |
I whish I could be happy as long as I can remember I have been unhappy.
I try to find things to brighton up my life but nothing helps every day is the same shit I always act happy but the truth is my life sucks people told me to do something about it and I have more times than I can count amd nothing has changed I will be honest I am not a very intellegent person which means Im limited to what I can achieve. I am not talented in anything accept being a loser
I have no skills which falls back to that Im stupid and its hard for me to learn a skill have a talent or basically do anything that would be enjoyable
not only do I know it, every one else see's my defacet, and they just have a blast making fun making jokes and driving my selfesteem as far down as it will go.I dont have a single friend not one, there are billions of people in this world and not one person likes me, not even my faimly they never come and visit
and some of them live less than a ten minute drive. I stay depressed and I dont see it changing Ever If you think your life is bad, try paying a phone bill and the only people that has ever called is telemarketers. I went to clubs to try to meet people, and I just get looked at like Im a weirdo so I give up.I count the days intill I can get the willpower to kill myself,and as far as i can tell if there is another life after this one I will suck at it too. so to all the happy people in this world that have there bad days and say they dont know how they can take it any more, take a walk in my shoes and live a life of rejectment and then tell me how you feel . |
| | Posted by Jen at October 18, 2010 |
Oh man. Don't get me started on my life. I'm 18. I have no job, no bank account, no life, no boyfriend, no nothing. I wish I was dead. No one gives a flying fuck about me anymore and on top of that, my mom's gone crazy as fucking hell! She practically threw my sister out and accused her of being a prostitute. It's a mess and my sister only comes by once every so often. Not as much. Not that i care anymore. I wanna get out of this house, but I don't know how. I just hope that God or an angel can guide me out because I need my freedom. |
| | Posted by anonymous at October 17, 2010 |
So I've been married to a pyhsco for twenty years! I have five kids ranging in age from 25 to 2. My oldest does not live with me but is close by and has nothing to do with her brothers. She loves her sisters like crazy. My oldest son is just like his father. Both are mean and miserable! My two fifteen year olds are like night and day. One is out going and one is so far into a shell she cant get herself out. One of the girls is actually my husbands niece. We've had her since she was 5. We have done everything for her and cant even get a thank you out of her! My other 15 year old thinks that everything has to be done for her and she doesnt have to do anything in return. I just got into a fight with my husband and my son. One punched a door and the other one took off in the jeep. I hate them both. My 2 year old son is in the process of being adopted. We've had him since he was ten days old. Oh did i mention that im a foster mom and that i also have two 5 year old foster boys? So I dont only put up with shit from my own kids but also with shit from someones elses kids! You can say to give up foster care but right now i cant. I just wish i could take my two year old and leave! |
| | Posted by HAAAAAAAAAGHH at October 17, 2010 |
well, I guess I haven't got a sad stroy to tell right at the moment, to you guys' disappointment but pretty depressed enough to visit this old site again, which I so often used to, in retrospect, during my highschool times cuz I went to this school that sucked more than anyother school I guess, but anyway.. Just wanna say to all of you guys reading this to perk up, try to see good things in your life cuz there should be one for anyone alive, at least a few if not a lot. I personally get all my comfort and reassurence from God as I'm a missionary kid and everything. Maybe you should visit the nearest church, guys, it might help you with life, etc, if you would bother to. I mean, some people kinda bare their teeth when somebody posts something that isn't something as depressing as stuff they'd wanna read, like this one I'm posting? But I just popped in to say to my fellow earthlings to take it easy whatever that's happening to your life that's literally making you feel like you wanna drown in shit pool and die or something, yeah. Well, farewell. |
| | Posted by lola at October 17, 2010 |
I think I'm a little dead inside
I was married to a man and I left him for a woman, 10 years later I feel like I am not a lesbian anymore I feel trap. Hate my job so much I got everything I could possibly get out of it, and I am afraid of moving on. I know I want children but now I don't know what to do. I miss my family but I still hate them.
My fucking life sucks! |
| | Posted by anonymous at October 17, 2010 |
So, I don't have these horrible stories of a suck life that involve flunking out of school, or drugs, or failed relationships. The whole reason my life sucks is because I have nothing. Nothing at all. I have not one thing to look forward to. I wake up in the morning, with no reason to get out of bed. I'm a 22 year old with so many restrictions in life it would make the average person vomit, but because I'm so finically tied to my parents, I have no way of leaving. And if i try to leave, its been made clear that I will never be allowed to see any of my sibling ever again. So I wake up, go to class, sit in the library alone, doing nothing but study. I have friends yes, but they are all busy living lives of freedom, going where they want, doing what they want, in the way the want. i can't even listen to music or watch the movies of my choice without hiding it. the one person in the whole world that I woke up for left, and won't return my calls or messages. my parents are fighting constantly, and putting me in the middle. I have nothing but the drama of others, with no life of my own. At least before when I had someone, there was a point to it all. but whats the point of anything if you don't have someone to share it with. what do i do? I'm stuck. |
| | Posted by anonymous at October 16, 2010 |
hey. i really dont know to start this as its really complicated and ive been thinkin bout this subject every night for about 2 months. im 20 and i lost my mum to breast cancer when i was 14 after a long fight. at the time it happened i went into complete shock. i continued with scool but i reduced my hours as i couldnt concentrate for very long. i just about got through my gcse's. when my mum was alive we had convos about what i wanted to do n my dream has always been to work with animmals. i didnt find that route when i left scool so i had to go to college and the 1st year i did an electrical course but i quit 2 months before the end. the next year i decided to do bricklayin which was a struggle as i started to feel my mums loss and realise that i would never see her again. i passed the 1st year, however the 2nd year i went into deep depression and nearly commited suicide twice. i was never really happy and knew it was a waste of my time but the colleges 2. i had to take a year out to get myself rite. i live with my dad who only works part time and from home. his new lady's daughter has a friend who works at a college that does animal care and i got in and have just started and its really gd. the last 2 months my dad has been ill with somethin that we dont know what it is. im scared that i might lose him 2, i have a sister whos at uni 50 miles away. anyway gettin bk to what i wanted to talk about. i think very deeply about why the human race is so ignorant genarally and ... |
| | Posted by anonymous at October 16, 2010 |
Before I begin, let me give you a quick back-up story to how it all started:
7th grade. Fucking hell. My parents are teachers and they made me study like crazy so I could get into a good school. I went through all of that miserably and now I'm in the second best school in my town. Before 8th grade though comes summer. I had a fucking blast during the summer. I got a job offer to work online as a technical writer and I accepted. I was earning my own money and I was able to spend 20 bucks a day without even caring... It seemed like I'm in heaven.
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But then the summer ended.
School started so I had to quit my job since I knew I wouldn't have time for it. Everything suddenly came crashing down. My new school is incredibly tough and my parents make me study even more. My free time has been minimized to almost nothing. Hell, just the other day me and my friends were thinking of playing online during the weekend but my dad screamed and said that I have to study! It feels like a trap all the time. On top of all I always feel disconnected from everyone else at my new school. Sure, I do have a few friends, but nobody seems to share my interests and I feel I can't adapt to all the sudden changes.
And it gets worse - I am gay. I have told this to only two of my best friends and I fear of telling it to anyone else. So while my friends are not paying attention in class and looking at that girl's big boobs, I am stuck with looking at the hot m... |
| | Posted by Patrick at October 16, 2010 |
Life doesnt really suck im just really pissed off and feel like expressing my feelings toward the world right now. This will seem like a joke to you but I feel very pissed at the moment. I was gonna go to the high school football game and hang out with some friends, I told my parents and sister I wasnt going cus i thought my sister was going, she wasnt and i wasted all day killing time watching boring as fuck tv till 8:00pm till she says "I thought dad was taking you and i'm not going." So now i'm bored as fuck and have NOTHING to do. I'm 14 and bored as fuck. Most of you may say well why dont you play a game like call of duty with or halo. I have! Geuss what? All my friends have high speed internet, except for me, why? Cus fucking COX wont come down my road but yet they go past it...Life fucking sucks. What am I supposed to do now, play checkers? fucking really I am bored off my fucking mind. Time to kill another fucking weekend then back to school, I hate school, I also have 2 F's and I try so fucking hard!!! Geometry....What the fuck, you know I ask my god damn teacher when will I use this in life? Answer: never, you wont! Then why the fuck do I have to wake up at 6am to go to school and learn all this stupid fucking stuff im going to forget and never use again anyways. I hate school, it even drives me to the point where I just wanna fucking die. It's a fucking hell hole and when I get home what is there to do? sit on my ass and watch a boring fucking tv all day? Life really fucking sucks and when my parents see my grades im fucking done for. This sucks Im so fucking bored....fuck my life |
| | Posted by sissy at October 16, 2010 |
My life sucks. Been married twice and going through separation right now. Both men doesn't care about me and my older son is with his dad far away from me. I'm a single mom with a 5 year old. Renting from room to room since I couldn't get an apartment for myself. Currently not working and no income coming in. Met a guy recently who says he cares about me and now he doesn't want to see me or even talk to me on the phone. One day he is so loving and caring and the next day he's not. Don't have any true friends either since I am going through this shit. Seems like I only have friends when I my life is stable and now everyone is drifting away from me. So life sucks! |
| | Posted by Aeris at October 15, 2010 |
This isn't really that bad but I wanted to share it somewhere and I hope maybe some people will understand. I'm 13 and I met this 14 year old boy online and we have been going out for a while now. I love him and he loves me and the things he says to me are so sweet. Hes the only person in the world that makes me feel like I matter and I love him so much. He already asked me to marry him and I said yes. All my friends are convinced that hes an 80 year old man and I know that girls die everyday from meeting people that they meet online but he has a Facebook and you can kind of tell from the things they say and the way they say them. He wants me to go to Valley Scare with him next weekend and I really want to go. He promises that he isn't 80 and that he wont rape me or anything. He also says that he would be willing to meet my dad and that he will come to pick me up in front of my house and that we don't have to meet in a hotel or a dark alleyway or anything like that. I told my friends and they thought he was 80 and said that they wanted proof that he wasn't so I gave him their phone numbers later that day and he called them repeatedly and I don't know why. They thought that it was prank calling or trying to disturb them but he was really just trying to prove that he wasn't 80. So my friends mom called my mom and I told her that it was a boy at my school so she was really really mad. So then word got out to my SCHOOL. The principal came into the room and talked about it and... |
| | Posted by anonymous at October 15, 2010 |
So I used to live a good life my dad makin 7 figures everyone wanted to be around me and lots of girls wanted me I had a loving girlfriend down the street and straight a's. I felt invincible, divorce happened to others my life was awesome. My mom was doin fine workin hard gettin her masters and then she finished. We moved to Atlanta And my dad was still workin his old job while my mom was here. I didn't want to move. When we did my friends got mad because I didn't know until a week before we moved so I didn't give much warning. My girlfriend got mad and dumped me. So when we moved to atlanta I was upset about not seeing my friends and my girlfriend who I still loved hating me. That didn't help me get new friends so I was kind of antisocial for a while. Then my dad started cheating on my mom. He got a divorce without warning and moved back home. Then he told me why he got divorced( a lie) he said my mom was being mean to him but i knew because I read his texts and he asked this woman to go out with him. That made it worse. So my mom had to immediately scramble for a job. She got one but it only pays about 12000 a year so we had to cut back on things. Now my dad wouldn't support us because he had "problems of his own" not true I looked on his computer for finances and he still had tons of extra money. So my dad is being mean and I can't live like I used to my mom is crying all the time. This is bad. After that I decide to try and get my social life back. The problem is peo... |
| | Posted by anonymous at October 14, 2010 |
im 16 and about 2 weeks ago i got into a massive fight with my parents so i moved to my neighbors and i have been staying there. I just changed schools to hang out with my Ex-girlfriend and some other people that i know.i still love my ex and i have known for about 3 months that she is pregnant with the child of the person she dated after me...I want to take care of her and the child, so a few weeks ago i gave her a note telling her exactly how i feel towards her and how i want to take care of her and the baby because i still love her and at the end i asked her to take me back. Its been 3 weeks and i haven't received a response but on Tuesday I asked her to go to Halloween shopping because we are going out trick or treating then seeing saw 3D, and after Halloween shopping we went to dinner and i got her these pink contacts and some spacers for her ears as a gift, and then we went to the movies. But on our way to the movies one of her friends joined us, i was talking to her friend last night and we got into this massive argument about me buying her things and trying to buy her affection (which i wasn't) and because i paid for dinner for both of us, the spacers and contacts, my Halloween costume, and I paid for a bag of popcorn and 2 drinks i am now broke and i cant eat lunch or dinner along with not being able to sleep in 4 days, having to take care of my neighbors kids as part of my living arrangement. All of this has made me very depressed and all i have thought about today was what would happen if i killed myself....and as im writing this i have picked up my alcoholism that i thought i had beaten |
| | Posted by anonymous at October 14, 2010 |
well i'm fucked. i flunked out of college and owe my school about $12,000 which i can't afford. i'm unemployed, and it seems it'll be this way for a bit. my credit blows. i'm in a strained and failing relationship because of stress. i have few friends and my family is distant. i don't really have a home and i'm forced to depend on a man i don't think i love anymore to have a warm bed.
i'm 19, i totally fucked myself after high school, and i'm obviously unprepared for life.
i wish life had a do-over button. |
| | Posted by sucks for those who cannot talk at October 14, 2010 |
It really sucks for all those people who cannot even share with anyone that their life sucks like those African albinos who are hunted for their body parts(not a lot of people even know about that), their hunted like animals, there is even this guy who killed his younger brother(who was albino) to sell his organs and his white skin(240$). For all the people who do not have the basic needs like food and shelter(and the feeling of safety) this post is for you. |
| | Posted by roxy at October 14, 2010 |
My fuckin life sucks my dads my coach and he pumels me the most on the court and I have fuckingolder brother not stop bothering me and smaking me I have to get ride of my dog the only family member I can accually talk to and above all that I might move to fucking north carolina FML |
| | Posted by I WISH I WAS DEAD.. at October 14, 2010 |
I FUCKED MYSELF. YES I FUCKED UP MY OWN LIFE. I CANT TELL U WHATR I DID BECASUE IT TOO FUCKING EMBARASING. BUT IM FUCKED, IM 21 AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO GO ON. I FEEL LIKE IM 57 AND CAN SAY, WELL IVE LIVED MY LIFE, BUT THE SCARY THING IS THE BEST THINGS ARE YET TO COME AND IVE FUCEKD IT UP ALREADY. SOMETIMES I THINK SUICIDE. BUT I CANNOT HURT MY FAMILY IN THAT WAY. I CANT BELIEVE WHAT IVE BECOME AND HOW STUPID I AM. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. I HOPE I DIE SOON. I REALLY HOPE I DO. AMEN.
PLEASE LORD JESUS IF UR THEIR. U SEE EVERYTHNG, I BELIEVE IN U, KILL ME. IF U KNOW MY PAIN. IF U KNOW MY PAIN, U WILL KILL ME. OTHERWISE ULLL LET MY LIVING HELL GO ON, EVEN IF HELL IS REAL, IT CANNOT BE WORSE THEN THIS....... PLEASE......
FEEL FREE TO TAKE THE PISS OUTTA ME, MY "FREINDS" DO, AND THEIR MY "FRENDS"..
I HAVE NO FRENDS.. U REALISE WHEN UR DOWN AND NEED HELP, WHO UR FRENDS ARE,AND IVE REALISED I HAVE NO ONE.. BUT FAMILY.........
FUCK MY LIFE! |
| | Posted by Undefined at October 13, 2010 |
k so in my life there are two ppl who are SUPPOSED to care abt me. one is a slut, for lack of a better word. who is the lover of another slut. i didnt cum to the world cuz of a mistake. pishaw! i am an error nd i cant tell handle it. i didnt ask to cum. i didnt ask for this torture. as opposed to the millions of ppl livin there ongoing happy lives, mine SUCKS and big time. how many times wud hav i wished for a diff. life, but i finally realize that my real wish is that no life at all. |
| | Posted by mav at October 13, 2010 |
first a little back-story on me.
look, i came from (and still belong to) a great, supporting, loving family. i did not grow up rich, but i did not grow up poor either. there were times we were tight, and times we could live it up a bit.
i am the last person who you could classify with social anxiety disorder. but i currently have barely any friends in the current town i live in. i hate my job, even though it is a "real world" job for a good company (though they compensate their employees like the banking equivalent of mickey d's), and it affords me the ability to slack off for a good while during the work day. but that is where the problem lies, this job, quite frankly, i feel is beneath me. i know that sounds super arrogant, but seriously. it is. the two highest paid people on my team, and the ones who are career wise furthest along do not have college degrees. others have degrees from "blow x private christian university" or "pick a directional or small town university." i though i started at a small college, because i did not have the grades exiting high school, i busted my balls my first year and got the eff out of there to a great school in the big ten. enough about that. bottom line is, my job offers me zero fulfillment, and this bloody job market is about as fruitful as an arab desert.
i took this job in a city that i knew i didn't know many people, because i; survey says: chased a girl. and like all stories like that, it did not work o... |
| | Posted by DD at October 12, 2010 |
My life sucks.
You can have decent grades in school and have family which take care of you but still you can feel the emptiness of life.
The feeling of no purpose is one reason for my feelings, but another thing is the things which we think that if we didnt or did have them, than out life will be happier.
In my case its girlfreind issue, having real freinds and being fat.
These 3 things may seem regular and unharmful but for me they are offensive.
They contribute the feeling that im not successful in life.
And the loneliness and the ugly look cause myself to be depressed.
Depression is not as people think that you start making ideas up and start lying to yourself that everything is crap and etc..
Depression as i think is to think how reality IS.
I think reality and our existence has no meaning,and that knowledge does not cheer up as you all know.
Although my family and my surroundings does not have any big problem of any kind it is not an ensurance to have a "happy life", look at my situation.
I will be glad to hear some from you people.
I wish we all have better lives or atleast we will find meaning to out lives.
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