LIFE SUCKS : Failure

Bummers

Everyday my wife of 29 years spends money I cant earn. Idiot. kids in jail. i work work work and nothing but pain and sorrow.

Gonna lose my house thanks to this twat.

I cant wait for death.

Rock Bottom

GF dumped me, found out she was seeing someone else during the last few months of us being together. Dad has pancreatic cancer. Lost my job which forced me to move back into my moms house where she is constantly stressing me out and expecting me to be a mind reader. My girlfriend was the only person I have actually been able to connect to and all my old friends that I had here are still living with there parents smoking pot, playing video games all the time, and always talking crap about each other. BTW I'm 27.

Just another lost cause

I'm 35 years old and I'm a loser in all aspects of life. I have a failed marriage, i'm failing as a father. I can't find work. I can't find happiness or love. I tried talking no one will talk to me. I'm kind, thoughtful, genuine and I have respect for women. So what the hell is wrong with me. Well from what i've been told is that i'm good looking but I don't believe that. I just wish I had the balls to pop all my meds and go to sleep for good. Life sucks. This is just as bad as being a vegetable in a hospital, maybe worse. I pray that i'm a victim of a accident or a mugging or burglary and just be a victim to get off this shitty ass planet. I HATE MY LIFE.

Yes, life sucks.

I am almost 40 years old and don't have a single good friend in the world. Almost every single "friend" I have on facebook is a company offering me weekly coupons. I have four kids and a husband, none of whom have any respect for me at all. My house is constantly trashed, and all I do all day is clean - when I clean anything, literally 15 minutes later one of the kids (or the husband) comes and makes it a mess again. I had a chance to get a PhD, but dropped out to stay home with the kids. I am a total, utter loser. I cannot even believe that this is my life. All I want is to be free again, to have the opportunity to see the world, to have real experiences, to do something other than cook and clean and be disrespected every single day of my life. If any woman is reading this who thinks her life sucks because she doesn't have a man - this is your chance. Go - BE FREE. See Bali. See Barbados. See giraffes in Africa. Because if you get stuck with some man and four kids, you are freaking screwed. If you are a teenager, I know you won't believe me, but this is the best time of your life! You can do anything! You can go anywhere! The whole time I was in high school and college, I thought when I "fell in love" and got married, suddenly I would find the real meaning in life, but I'm telling you - it's bullshit. I could be seeing the world right now, but I gave everything up for a man. And I am miserable. I am living in an area I hate, I don't have a single frien...

My life suck

Im 27 this year and I wish I died. Since young I've been a loser, fat, ugly and stupid, living in the stress of my over achieving brother, who has a degree and a family. I'm a virgin and never kissed anyone before. Im 89kg and 165cm, 5'5ft I repeated 7th grade 2 times and I have no qualifications. My only girlfriend lasted 2 days and he dumped me and started hating me. My family all detests me and my brother always laughs at me. I hate my life. I always get whacked by older students in middle school and my name was viral in school as being the guy who is short and fat. I hate my m-fking life. I'm poor, doing part time at a towel washing job, with only one hour $3.50 . My life has nothing to look forward to. I hate my life

devoid!

everything is a struggle for me, i never seem to fit in nowhere all the people i know on facebook seemingly have perfect lives , or at least perfect for them, i have not had a friend in years , i am thirty seven and all through my life i just never seem to get it right.have been in this relationship for three years and i just feel so inadequate as person compared to him, he has it all, friends calling him , wanting him , needing him, he has some good family members and two amazing children , that incidentally do not live with him, but still adore him!he has money too!........ me on the other hand have barely anybody calling me or texting me or anything, no job i am practically unemployable, have a chronic fatigue condition and feel like my brain is shrivelling up and my daughter who is ten years old hates me and i admit i cannot be a good mother!plus my family abandoned me when i was sixteen, my brother just about cares!life really does suck!my daughter has not seen me in four years, it hurts so badly, i feel like i have failed everyone and its only a matter of time, i do not have enough left in my soul to keep on living my body is past its sell by date, my life is meant to be shortened i am sure, give it to someone else that deserves life, that can make the best of it, i know i cannnot!

Life sucks.

I lost the best girl in the world because I'm a cheater. I lost my money because I'm a drug addict. My good friends leaving the country. My truck is about to break. And i just took a bottle of speed pills. Peace

25, no job, butt ugly, no life, no friends (anymore), nothing. It hasn't always been this bad, as a kid I was one of the brightest kids in class, always in the top three, cleared all the academic and other hurdles of teenage, was all set for a great career....until it all came crashing down as I began to turn indescribably ugly as an adult. Quit he job, quit my life...I'm done. I don't know why I was put here or why I was born, it's almost as if I was created so people could look at me, point and laugh, an example of all that is terrible about mankind.

Goddamnit.

My problem?
I'm 24 years old. 5'9 300 lbs. I'm balding. I have man tits. I'm missing a front tooth. I have tiny, squinty eyes. My eyebrows are huge and unkempt. My face looks like someone grabbed a branch from the ugly tree and hit me with it while I was in the womb. I'm in no way desirable. The only women I've been with have been with SEVERAL other people and love to tell me about it. Once, not too long ago, a girl said "I gotta get army guys to get me drinks." WHILE we were fuckin! Then promptly asked me to not give her STDs.
I can barely dress myself. Daily, I'm clueless as to what I could wear that would make me look halfway decent. I have no clue what matches...and I have no style.
No job.
No car.
I'm on Food-stamps.
I ride a bike everywhere.
Was addicted to drugs for a while.
I'm always depressed and never feel like leaving the house.
I have unaligned hips, and one leg is shorter than the other. So no matter what I'm doing my back hurts. I can't workout because my feet and ankles are always swollen. I have gout.
Recently, this girl I had dated posted on FB that she was upset she had to settle for someone. My previous girlfriend cheated on me constantly, got pregnant, got an abortion.
Everyone talks about me behind my back and belittles me in others' presence, even my professors!
I'm a failure and always will be. I see nothing positive in my future. Life fucking sucks.

damn shit sucks

graduate student near dropping out, 24 yrs old, never had a girlfriend, a minority within a minority, wasted 5 yrs in a B.S. degree in electrical engineering for nothing, career is a fail (3 years since graduating and nothing), economy sucks, lonely no friends, 1000 miles away from nearest family, living in a huge city and don't know anybody, take sedatives every night mixed with alcohol to fall asleep, 2 failed internships (one fired, one forced to resign), 2 classes short of a masters degree but see no value in it, no interest in women at the moment - too depressing thanking about fuckin money all the time, poor as hell, unemployed, probably not going to die anytime soon - very athletic gym is the only thing i got. bad relationship with family members, spend holidays completely alone (but that doesnt bother me since im not sentimental), have no confidence, don't believe in anything, cynical about everything, have no interest in mainstream movies/music/etc just lost taste, invested so much in a career and feeling what happens when you put all your eggs in one basket, do lots of manual labor (like yardwork) to pay rent at like less than illegalimmigrant pay - $5.00/hr (3 years ago, i had a great $14.00/hr job that i quit to focus on school)...yea really sad but those are the times. and i better get at least one fuckin "yes it sucks"...at least give me sympathy since pretty much got nothin else

lost...

For starters I'm 23, live at home, no job, no money, no phone, no women, an alcoholic for a father, a mother that's too clingy, and my parents argue all the time.

I have no one to talk to because all my friends see me as the strong one. If I tell anyone how I feel I will just be made fun of. I can't share it. I have tried but people just tell me to man up and stop being a pussy.

I have anger and aggression and it just seems to get worse by the day. I can literally flip out over nothing. I have an associate degree in criminal justice but there are no police departments hiring. Atop of that I wouldn't even be able to pass the physical part because as of late I think there is something wrong with me physically. Anytime I go to the gym and do my routine all the sudden I feel sick like I'm going to pass out or puke. This has just recently started happening and has gotten to the point where I don't even want to work out.

I have no money to have it checked out and nor do my parents. I'm so discouraged about even finding work because I have tried and tried again with just being turned down.

I lost the love of my life 2 years ago to which I really don't even know why. Never was given any closure. Have been alone ever since. Of course who would want a failure right? I try to express myself creatively through writing and singing or playing guitar BUT I suck at all of it and just brings me to the point of anger where I want to destroy stuff.
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What to say about my life..!!

Failed..Failed...why I'm starting with these words..? because my life is full of these words. Failed 2 times in LOVE and now got failed in my career! Really want to die but has to live for the one who needs me.

I completely f***ed up by life and the twists & surprises which is giving it to me..I feel I'm the most unlucky guy on the earth. May be its correct. I got completely f...ed by my previous company!! I'll write more in next edition.

I KEEPTRYING AND KEEP GETTING NOTHING GOOD

Im a 29 year old female about to turn 30 in April 2012. I don't have a job. I dont have a boyfriend. I have no money. I do have family. I am the youngest and im bullied between them all, even at this age.
i do nothing, I used to work when i was out of university, then i decided obn a career change at some point and left..i took a few other jobs, i volunteered in the hope of finding out what i really wanted to do..i went back to study in a subject i thought i wanted to continue in to, i finished studies. i havent worked in that field. I finished the studies for that 4 years ago. I have had interviews, i get rejected. i still apply and i get rejected. Ive broadened my job search to even jobs that are retail working in a shop, i get rejected. I fell madly in love, he lived in NY and I live in London, he moved to london with his job then dumped me and now hes living with a girl he met only a few months after me. My father died, i love him so much. he had terrible cancer. he wasnt happy that i was unemployed and doing nothing with my life and that was what i was doing when he died. i met someone after ages of being a hermit and not leaving the house, then it looked like things were looking up, i was keeping busy but then things just fizzled out and the guy i was seeing fizzled out too. i dont have that much of a social life but ive been accepoting invitations and making new friends but thats it, i have nothing of substance, my life is totally empty and void. Im nearly 30...

My failure!

I suck at everything,I don't know what I'm best at,but i do know that i can be worst at everything.After my high school I didn't know what subjects i should take in university,last year.I wasted my fucking one whole year in order to realize that.I decided to get into best university in my country.I did it.I got admission this year in LAW department.I joined it.I don't even know what shit I'm going to study in it.I never had any extracurricular activities.I applied for community service society and media and arts society,but never get selected for these societies,just because I did not have experience in any such thing.I realllyy wanted to do extracurricular in this time,to know new things,but why the hell didn't they select me.I never felt confident because I never had good writing and speaking skills(probably because of my bad grooming).I can't even write an essay.I'm always scared of expressing my ideas.I think my English and grammar both are bad.I don't even know what is the right pace of a comma in a sentence structure.I have very few topics of discussion when I sit in a group.I never have good arguments.I don't even pray daily anymore,I feel like I'm a looser.I have started accepting that God does not like me.I have become a procrastinator,my room is never clean,my books are always scattered,I have gained weight,I don't look good like how i used to.It's been 2 months since my first year begun,but Im not enjoying it like my other peers are.I feel like my class fellows are better than me,sharp,witty and interesting.I want to break my bubble and open up and let others to penetrate in my bubble.I want to be what I am.But I don't even know who I am.Do I? :(

i'm gonna do it.

i think im going to kill myself. i have nothing to live for. i have no talents, no hobbies, no true interest in anything. i have no major picked out. i'm only a year and a quarter in, but failed a lot of my classes. i'm stuck living at home with my parents with a shitty job. i cant afford to move out but i dont want to be here or at school. i dont own a car. i'm transgender and no one knows i'm a guy in a girls body. my life fucking sucks. no one is supportive of me.
i have no true friends. i fake my laughter and smiles so well that everyone believes it. i cry everyday. i'm really disgusting too. i'm single and never had a real relationship...i'm 21. i'm a complete virgin. i hate my voice...

everything i want to do i fail at or quit. i cant make up my mind or stand up for myself. my family is mean to me including my brothers. no one sees my struggle...they just call me a bitch. my dad is a sexist asshole who mentally abuses me and my mom all the time.

i have no hopes or dreams. my dreams are unrealistic. i'm close to shutting down. all i do is sleep. i hate school and work and i just want to sleep forever. i have nothing to live for. at all. im invisible.

This is my life

I really did this to myself so that is why it sucks even more. I went to my High School reunion last year, I have been out of High School long enough that my life should be far advanced from where it is. I graduated from a private school with a small class of only 21 students. In our Senior year we were all very close but after graduation went our separate ways. Everybody showed up for this reunion. All of them had higher educations, careers, homes and families. They all brought their wives and children and talked about their careers and then there I was. What can I say? I have no kids, no significant other, I still live at home and I wash dishes in the same restaurant I worked at after graduating High School. I make a whopping 9 dollars and hour after all those years. I somehow let it slip that I work at a restaurant so I had to lie and say I was the manager. If they came to the restaurant I'm sure they know that is a lie. I wouldn't know if they came because I am always in the back washing dishes. To make matters worse after 2 grueling hours of trying to act happy and avoid talking about kids, family and career I walked out to my unreliable car that I parked around the corner. The darn thing wouldn't start and it began to rain. My old High School buddy saw me next to my pile of scrap metal on wheels and offered me a ride in his Volvo XC60. I had to sit in the back with his two boys. One of the boys grilled me with the questions I tried to avoid the whole night. "Where a...

I hate my life. I just got fired from my job and I lost my car..I have no friends and my parents are drug addicts and I grew up in foster care. I'm screwed cause I'm completely broke and dependent in my boyfriend. I am so flipping depressed. Everyone around me is happy. Wish I was too.

Trying to Make It

I've flunked out of college three times. I can't hold a job for more than a month or so. Yesterday my card was declined at the bar and I come to find out that I don't have ANY money until next week. I've been trying for 2 years to get my life together, but everything that I try fails, and wastes my time and my money. I never get anything done on time. I'm always rushing. Constantly stressing. But what gets me is that anyone, given the opportunities in life that I've been given, would be doing so much better off. I've been given everything, and I'm going to lose it all if I don't get it together.

failure

Im 37 yrs old and a complete and total failure. Life has just punched me in the fucking balls and im fucking sick of it. My ex who I was with for 8 yrs and engaged to decided to see somone else behind my back. I can't get a job because im an incompetant twat because of my social anxiety which ive had since I was 18. Im totally broke and having to live with my family because I can't afford a place of my own. Im a Useless fucking piece of shit. God I wish I was dead. Sombody kill me now! AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

Holy cow.. Key word being cow.

I am bulimic. I eat mass amounts of food and puke it up into the toilet. Thousands of dollars a year I waste on food that doesn't even make it far enough to nourish my body. I am still fat. FUCKING FAT. I am disgusting. I'm half asian and half white. Therefore I got chubby asian features but a caucasion build. I am a fat asian girl. It's so disgusting it's almost comical. I am a failure at college and a failure at the job I thought I loved. My parents raised me with the best intentions and I fucking failed them too. My life was set up perfectly for my success and I spat in my own life's face. I fucking shit in my own bed and now I'm too covered in shit to get out of it. My life doesn't even really suck because this is my fucking fault. It's not my life, it's me! I am defective. When I think about God making people I see body parts going by on a conveyor belt and God carefully choosing which parts go to what people. I see him making little pieces of carefully put together art. While he carefully picks out pieces of people some pieces fall on the floor. At the end of a productive day he sweeps them up into a dust pan. For reasons I will never understand and perhaps because I am just a stupid human thing, he poured these leftover pieces of shit and thought "Hey lets make a person out of these leftover pieces". BAM. Those pieces made me. Here I am. Made up of the shit that was on the floor of God's workshop. LOL I should have been aborted. Isn't that what happens to defective fetuses? Well they somehow missed me and I turned into a defective person.