| | Posted by sad, mad and terrified at January 13, 2012 |
My husband of 12 years has getting drunk and hit me for years. He gets away with this. The police could care less. Justice is a joke. How can he do this? We have three beautiful children together. He says he loves me and them. He has knocked me out numerous times. When I say I am leaving he threatens harm to family and friends. I am scared of him. He got us kicked out of our apartment earlier this year, he was taking my money for drugs. Now we are in his mothers house. Which is really no better, she is also a violent drunk also. She stands over him and tells him to kill me. Is there anyone out there who cares? How can he think this is love? Any advise? |
| | Posted by Eli Kange at December 30, 2011 |
I am 17 year old. My name is Eli Kange, and this is my story. When I was 2, my Mom died in a car crash. Some drunk bastard hit her from the back and she dies. I loved her so much. My brother is about 5 years older than me, and life for us went swimmingly until, when I was 5, my Dad was found guilty for drug possesion and driving without a license. But what actually happened was, my Dad's friend was drunk so Dad took the wheel. He was speeding a little, and when the cops pulled him over they found 13 lbs. of cocain that belonged to my Dad's friend. So the friend was found innocent and my Dad went to jail and will not be out for 28 years. So we went to stay with my Uncle Nathan. He was an actuall crackhead. We moved out when I was 11 and we were put into foster care together. When he was 17, he got a girl named Angie pregnent. She was so nice. I lived with them and my neice, Halie, for a while. When my brother was 20 and Angie was 19, she went to collage in Africa. And a year later, he was sent to jail for use of ecstasy and weed. So here I am, 17 with a 5 year old girl to take care of and remt to pay. There are far more worse situations out there, but for me, my life fucking sucks. |
| | Posted by anonymous at December 30, 2011 |
so.. i got suspended from my work as a cashier after being short three times with a total of a thousand dollars. I can honestly tell to God that I really had no idea where that money went. A week later after I got suspended, police arrested me because the company I am working for filed a felony theft case against me. That is probably the worst nightmare in my life. Until now, I cant believe that I would go through that in my life. Now, I am unemployed. I feel so helpless because I cannot help out my family with our financial needs. This file charged against me and the arrested record will stay on my name until I prove to the court that I am innocent. I pity myself. Most importantly, I am supposed to be in the nursing program starting in 3 weeks and we have to submit and prove that we have a clean criminal background check. Ive been so worried that after all my hard work just to get in to the program, I will end up getting kick out because they will see my arrest record. Finishing nursing school is my very first priority in life and my family's dream. Now that I am not sure if I will be able to go to the nursing program, I feel like my life is just stuck. I dont know what Im supposed to do right now. Im so disappointed, mad, sad, and terrified what is the future waiting for me. What if they won't believe that I am innocent, what if I go in jail again? My dream will all fall apart. My family's hope will be crushed. You see I was supposed to be the first person in the family that will graduate in college. I got scholarships and government grants that pays for my tuition fees and school expenses. I work so hard but everything will go to nothing just because I was accused of something I DID NOT DO. I keep praying to GOD that I hope they'll find out the truth. I wish they will find where the money really went. But its been a month, and my court date is getting closer. They haven't drop the charge still. I don't know what to do. My life sucks. |
| | Posted by liddy at December 6, 2011 |
Well for starters, I am typing this off the public library computer about 8 miles from my parents existance. Parents- dont have any- dead as far as im concerned.
My fiance just got put in jail and is looking at 10-30 years in prison. Once he was taken to jail I lost our apartment. My parents will not take me in and will not even answer the phone for me. My son was taken from my custody when he was only 5 1/2 weeks old. He is 9 months almost 10 now and I am pregnant again. I am homeless, have no money, no food and nowhere to sleep. I have a bookbag and a blanket, dont even have a jacket, now tell me my life doesnt suck!
Im not asking for a pitty party, just letting everyone know that just because your parents dont let you do this or that or school is stressful, think again, because does it really suck? Are things the worst they could be? Nope, not even for me. Im sure theres still someone out there who is worse off than me.
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| | Posted by dave at November 25, 2011 |
i was with this girl since eight years but stuff happened and i started to cheat on her. once she caught me with her friend. before i could say anything she shot her friend with her fathers gun and then killed herself. the cops framed me with a double killing case and i am on a run. i tried killing myself but someone saved me and handed me to the asylum. i needed money so i robbed the asylum and ran away. i had stolen a car, and at the toll booth the officials frisked the car. the car had heroine in the boot.
i am almost dead now.i have four serious cases against me and i am sure they'll kill me. this all happened without any mistake of mine. thus sucks. i hate it. fuck. |
| | Posted by SickandTired at November 22, 2011 |
When I was 17, I was on the top of the world. I was one of the Top fifty college football prospects in the state. I was on my way to a big university. Season is almost over and i get real bad sick, hospitalized. Lost almost eighty pounds over he next few months. Scholarship goes out the window. So i end falling in the love at 18, i've never been one to trust anybody and i let my guard down. I go off to college (in same county, still live at home) and by the end of the first semester im ready to marry this girl, one day i have some problems downtstairs so i go to see the doc. Turns out i have a bacterial infection, clamydia, awesome so the girl im bout to propose to gets a train run on her by two of my best friends! and gives me chlamydia! HAHA! so i go on a little depression experiment with drugs then get my life back together. Go back to school, have my own apartment now, have a good job everything seems to be working out. Unfortunately i was still smoking weed at this time, i ride with a buddy so he can pick up some product, he decides to rob the dealer, dealer turns out to be an undercover detective, im in the passenger seat so i go down with a six year sentence also. Spend almost two years in prison. Finally get out, enrolled back in school, meet the most amazing girl i've ever met in my life and i get her pregnant. Im a fucking bum that can't even get a job at the shittiest of places because of my felony. How do i support this baby? No one will give me a chance, and i feel like i've completely ruined her life because she is stuck with me now. I understand why so many people end up going back to prison because in our society, regardless of what you did, if you're a felon, then youre a modern day leper. |
| | Posted by WTF at November 16, 2011 |
I'm 26, divorced, just lost my job and was denied unemployment benifits. I lost my truck to impound when I was caught driving with out a licence, I currently have 3 warrents for my arrest and have 1 case in another state I've been trying to fight for the last 8 months. Due to my increasingly expensive drug and alcohol addiction and no longer having a job, I can't afford to pay rent and have to find somewhere else to go by the end of the month. To top it all off the only calls I get each day are from creditors harassing me about the bad debts my ex-wife and I accumulated over the past 5 years..........I'm realizing I have failed miserably in life.... |
| | Posted by anonymous at November 15, 2011 |
Where to start...found out I was pregnant,I got fired and arrested at my job(long story short I went to the store for a friend where I worked she gave me a stolen gift card),I have a criminal record now, I got my first traffic violation,can't find a job so I sold pretty much everything I owned so I could get stuff for the baby I had my beautiful daughter :) my boyfriend won't take care of are daughter so he never changed a diaper , feed her or got up in the middle of the night it feels like I'm taking care of two babies. since we brought are daughter home from the hospital we have not slept in the same bed together, as I'm getting up to take care of the baby he's going to bed and sleeps until 5 in the evening. I found out he was cheating on me so I tried to leave but he broke his hand by punching the door and tells me if I ever try to leave again he will bash my head in. so I'm scared to leave but I did get my ged and my stna license, now I'm just hoping to find a job and save up enough money to move far away but know one wants to hire me because of my criminal record I just don't want my daughter to be in this house hold no more with all the fighting and the people coming in and out of the house all the time and him selling drugs I'm just so scarred that this is it my life. |
| | Posted by puck1965 at October 24, 2011 |
I am despondent. I cannot save or protect my wife of 21 years from some unknown, unnamed medical problem. She's been ill for 3+ years. She had an abdominal ultrasound today. They found something, but haven't told us what yet. I don't know if she is dying or will recover. No one seems to know. The only constant is that she is in pain daily.
I am powerless.
My 18 year old special needs child is being accused of harassment by a 17 year old special needs child and her mother, who also has some type of anxiety disorder. It has progressed to legal action on the part of the mother. I have no idea how to fix this. I am powerless to protect my son, who (according to corroborated sources within the school administration) has done nothing wrong.'
He doesn't understand; nor do I.
I am powerless.
The gentleman who has sat next to me at work for the past 5 1/2 years and who has functioned as a mentor for me died today.
All this (and MORE!!!) happened in the past five days. I am lost. I am powerless.
Life sucks.
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| | Posted by kebrana at October 11, 2011 |
I am 38 and was diagnosed with uterine cancer at the age of 34. I survived and am grateful for medical advance. I had been trying to have a baby when I was diagnosed. So my dream of having a baby was deflated. My husband and I started looking into adoption but was turned sown because of his drug felonies when he was younger came up and deflated this idea of adopting. I wonder sometimes why I am still here I always believed my purpose on earth was to become a mom. I am now pushing my husband away. He is a great man and I do love him. I just can't help blaming cancer and society for deflating my dream. You may ask why society, it is because people don't give people a second chance anymore. My husband lived on the streets when he was younger because his parents were strung out on crack, and their drug dealer made him sell. He was busted got a year and when he came out the drug dealer made him sell again and he was busted again. He can never have it espunged. So life sucks royally when your dream is deflated.
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| | Posted by Tod at September 29, 2011 |
I'll admit I've only read a few of your stories, just to get the general vibe of the site. However, I can bet money my life sucks more than yours.
I am a 52 year old man who must register as a sex offender for the rest of my life. Because of that, I can not get a job. I can not find a decent place to live. I can not make friends with or date anyone respectable. I'm likely to die penniless and alone, and possibly homeless.
Oh, but it gets worse. I'm about as ordinary, normal and boring of a guy that you'll ever meet. I don't drink. I don't abuse drugs. I don't even smoke. I've never harmed, harassed, threatened nor been inappropriate with anyone - man, woman or child - ever in my entire life.
If that's not bad enough, read on.
I was living a pretty good life before all of this happened. I worked as an Excel developer for a great company where I'd been for over ten years. I lived in an upscale neighborhood. I drove a nice car. I did not associate with criminals or crack heads. My friends were law-abiding, reputable members of the community. There was nothing about my life, nothing about what I said or did or the way I acted, that would make you think that I was anything more than just a regular guy. It never occurred to me for a second that my life crumble like it has.
A few years ago I developed an obsession with online porn. I started spending so much time looking at porn I would even make excuses to not go to work or be wi... |
| | Posted by Loser at September 24, 2011 |
Fuck you fuck you fuck you!!!! I have three kids, no job, a cripple wife goimg througj opiate,withdrawal, which by itself is pretty shitty. Im also a full time college student failing everything cause I have no fucking help taking care of three small kid. Im scared to leave them home with my wife while I make the hour drive to school because she doesnt wake up some days, if she does she barely gets off the couch. My house is fucking disgusting, im gome at school all day, when I get home its dinmer, bathtime,bedtime, homework till 1am, then up at 5. This all sucks pretty bad, but I,also have to pay childsupport for two kids, two moms in another state, for kids I never see. Worse still, they took me to court when I was makimg 75k a year, so my child support payment is highr than my morgtage, which I cant pay cause my job was,shipped to china. I cant get the courts to modify child support because im out of state and cant afford a lawyer. I also have a crazy tiny penis, and weird butthair. I pray every single day for a fucking comet to slam into the earth and destroy my miserable life. Fuck me, I hate myself, I hate my life, I despise everythimg about me. If I wasnt such a damn coward, id headbutt the sidewalk till I died. |
| | Posted by anonymous at September 20, 2011 |
When I was in the third or fouth grade in Waco,tx the school srink took me to his little room and undreesed me and fondeled me, I was ashamed and didn't tell a soul soon after it got worse do I need to say more,I found my self looking at other boys,but liked girls so i was in this world with thoughts of sex with the same sex but didnt want to live like this so i had sex with other boys and it grew into a closet thing. Had many flings with men then felt ashamed.Got married young had kids but wasnt happy,spent my youth high on pot then cocaine. Was in four relationships (with women) all the while having thoughts of being gay and having sex with men, I'm in a relationship now but the last relationship was the one one I thought would last forever.IT went bad after ten years we got mixed up on speed,coke then crack we moved anouther girl in with us and I got them both pregnet the drugs got worse and they both had babies she soon moved out and left someone called cps and they took my baby girl,then my women got picked up sent to jail for a rock and I moved in with the other girl we smoked crack till we were broke and thats when I stole some from a dealer when he came to collet we fought and i hit him with a pipe and knocked off his ear the cops came and I went to jail while in jail they came to me with papers to sighn my baby away to a couple I had no choice so i did and spent a year in jail.got out and every thing is gone broke and on the streets for two years smokeing crack having wierd sex with men and women for dope, I really think the time in school set me up to fail |
| | Posted by Emily at September 9, 2011 |
I am now 31. when i was 20 I conviced of a crime. I was charged with theftby receiving. they gave ten years in prision. I was put in custidy as soon as the judge gav my sentence. I was put on the bus with serval other women and the all were wearing street clothes and i had ona pretty floral dress balck heels nude stockings white slip white bra and white panties with butterflies and flower print. We taken off the bus and put in to holding cell at the prsion. The took to anther area where there was stalls with no doors. The officer said that it was time for body cavity search and she alos said when the basket is full give to the guard. While I was getting undressed I saw other women undressing. I strip down to my bra and panties and the guard I had take off everything. As soon as i put my bra and panties in the basket I gave the it to the guard. After the search they made us take shower and we only got 30 seconds. they gave uniforms and we had to sign in. One night I got raped. 3 women took to another part of the jail and ripped of my uniform and lingerie and and fondold me and committed sexual acts on me. Then they beat me. I was in the imfirmery for a week to recover. That still plays over and over in my mind. Ten years lock up raped and lost my veginity. I served the entire sentence. I got 6 monthes ago. No to help me no freinds. No one to love me. I was pretty when i went in to prisoin and came out rough looking. My life sucks becuase of on stupid thing I did. I am lost with the ten ten years of my life gone. I wish i could find a man to love me. My parents wil not help me and I can get job becuae there is no job to get. My life sucks.
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| | Posted by fertilemyrtle at September 2, 2011 |
Two and a half years ago I had my three children taken away from me. It happened because I caught their father cheating on me and I tried to run the girlfriend over with my car. My three month old baby was in the car with me. I was arrested and did 120 days in jail. I lost everything while I was locked up, my house, my car, my business, all my belongings & especially my children. After I got out of jail, I gave the asshole a second chance. We were homeless & living in a hotel (my parents had my kids) I knew my family would not be happy about going back with him, so I had to hide it from everyone. I ended up getting pregnant. I knew I couldnt care for another child, so we deciced to give him up for adoption. I hid my pregnancy from everyone. Afterwrds I was so depressed & the asshole left me for another woman to take care of her & her son. Meanwhile Im still living in a hotel< working my ass off trying to get a place so I can get custody of my kids back. Shit happened with that girl and he moved back in the hotel with me. I get pregnant again... I decide to place that baby for adoption as well. I use the money I received to leave him and get a car, apartment and furniture to get my 3 children back.
My baby is 3 weeks old today and my son will be 1 on tuesday.... I miss them so much and really think I made a big mistake, but there is nothing I can do. I am so lonely and miss thier dad too, but I know he is bad for me. I dont have anyone to talk about this with. I feel I like the only way to end the pain is to die. |
| | Posted by Censored at July 28, 2011 |
I had the perfect life, I had a nice car a loving home, a good job and again I'm only 25 but it all chaged the morning if Feb 9,2009 i was 23 years of age, it went down like this. I remember sitting in my bed asking my girl for a quikie because I needed to report my self to INS, well here i was going to INS
when i got there we waited for like an hour then, guess the fucking detained me. me detained me a person who has never commited a crime never even killed a damn fly. So got trown in some detention facility surrounded by stinking mexicans i aint no racist but GODDAMN. It took them almost a year to deport me. So Now here I am in country with with any family and friends and no one to talk to the country i will not say but its still in a America. To top it off my parents slit up my wife thinks I'm cheating there many beautiful women here
and the truth is i dont know if i'am ever going back home. Talk about injustice huh. My fucking life sucks now |
| | Posted by Reagan Callum Huchtins at July 27, 2011 |
im reagan and im fucked, i was 14 1st job at austwide trolleys got paid one paycheck Bout $400- $70 4 uniform so $330. did that job 4 about 10-12weeks b4 i checked my balance to give my mum some money and bang there was only $330, my 1st paycheck. i asked the boss wat the go was and he said hed sort it. bout 1wk later got fired 4 stealing a can of drink which =33c and he thought (marshall boss of austwide trolleys in brisbane metro area) that cause i took a rrp 33c drink im nothing but a scum bag not that im working my arse off, saving my money, keeping out of trouble and being good No he thougt fuck hes done wrong i DONT HAVE TO PAY HIM i can keep the $3000+ that hes earnt WAT A GREEDY CUNT. now we will skip a whole bunch of bs cause theres one more thing i really want to say... the police a fucked mate ive been beatin by them 4 the littlest reason so many times everytime i see one i just wish he was dead and i no he will b one day. Bout 10 months ago i was walking home i had a argument with my mum and my sister my step dad tried to stop me leaving the car cause he new i was rite but na i wouldnt have it (my sister is spoilit and she said i got it easy WHEN I DONT). so im on my way home jumped out at queens road and walk to loganlea trainstation and caught the train to kingston(we i lived), on the way some coppers pulled up the wanted to talk to me i said "No get fucked im drunk, ive had a fight with the fam and im walking straight home". Wat do u think he said ill tell ... |
| | Posted by Hope-less at July 19, 2011 |
Have you ever lived a life that's already miserable, but then something big happens and you open your eyes and see how much your life truly sucks? I just did today. My husband got a letter from the federal courts today saying he has been indicted on counterfeit movie charges. he has to answer the indictment next Wednesday and he may not be coming home. he could get up to 5 years in federal prison, far from home. We have 2 small children, he's already on probation 5 years, once he's convicted, he could serve his original 5 years in prison on that when they revoke his probation. I'm in school full time at a for-profit college and i will be in over $20,000 debt for a degree no job will ever accept. my glasses are broke and i'm wearing contacts that are over a year old. gotta love risking an eye infection or even blindness. but what choice do i have? I need to see and i can't afford new glasses or contacts. my kids are just mean, disobedient brats, but i love them to death, so maybe I'm too soft on them. my house is in horrible condition with a blown out sewer pipe under the house, holes in the walls and windows, no ceiling at all in one room, no inside doors, leaky pipes, and the worst fucking cockroach, fly, and flea infestation, you could ever imagine. just one big, filthy, stinking, unsanitary shitpile. local charities won't help fix it because it's a mobile home. fuck the fact that we have 2 kids living in this hellhole. what can i do? I get an SSI check every month fo... |
| | Posted by anonymous at July 16, 2011 |
heroin addicted ripped out my moms hands given to strangers who never had time to deal with my problems so they druged me up and i was raised by grandma found beautiful girl fell in love she turned out to be a slut and fucked everybody in the whole class i was in at school even the teacher. sent away by narcisistic adoptive family to boarding school with psycologists who gave me more diagnosisis and more drugs got back, grandma couldnt remember me alzhimers. missed first year and a half of my nephews life grandma dies, find biological family, grandpa pillar of that family dies my biological mom dies i get drunk check out cleark refuses to sell because im intoxicated so i steal beer loss prevention assults me punches me in the back of the head i move my head so i dont get punched and security punches the pavement and scrapes his nuckle i get assult charge. almost off probation depressed day want to smoke weed cant so i get drunk catch another bogus assult charge go to jail 3 months fuck up probation get probation violation go to jail 6 months grandma dies and leaves house hoarder status brother ransacks house for anything worth anything and sells like a tweaker bails on cleaning and leaves this place to be cleaned by my sister who has 2 kids and is being evicted and me who is fucked by girlfriends brother on our morgage money so we had to move out and rent the place and our renters fucked us and we havent seen a penny and im currently homeless grandmas house has to be demolished because of black mold girlfriend loves to bitch at me |
| | Posted by Christos at July 3, 2011 |
I was a bad kid when growing up. I skipped school all the time always doing the wrong things, I even dropped out of school. But then I made the best of it that I could. I started living right working taking care of things in my life without any problems. Until I had some girl come on to me and she told me that she was as old as I was. Later on I found out she was younger and never talked to her again. She decided to go her mom and say I raped her which didnt happen. I wen't to the police department and they questioned me and I told them outright that I never raped her. But she did come onto me and we did have sex. The police officer beleived me and told me that she wished I never said anything because She then had no choice but to file it. Later on I got arrested just for the age difference because of the laws in my state. I got a girlfriend who I was so attatched to while going back and fourth to court. Hoping I could beat it in court. with no luck. I got sentenced to jail for a year and a half with a felony on my record now. I went to school for automotive but had to stop to help my mom pay off back taxes on her house. while doing that my student loan payments were behind and now in order to finish I would have to pay around 10k up front. In this ecomeny jobs are so hard to get without a felony conviction nevermind with one. I ended up working like crazy like 90 hours a week. just so I could make a decent amount of money. and then I hurt my back by getting ejected out o... |
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