LIFE SUCKS : Racial

My life.

I honestly can't see what to look forward to in life. I moved here from a foreign country 2 years ago. And I'm muslim, and in the U.S. It's horrible. I haven't been treated worse. The kids are terrible and the teachers don't do anything.I have bad acne and the jokes and taunts are endless. My parents want the best from me and I can't perform to that level. Girls don't even look at me. It's as if being muslim seperates you from the rest of the world. My father is shit hole. He doesn't abuse me. But he falls under strict punishment and discipline. Everyone seems to close in and I can't live this life. Maybe I am overreacting. But I'm no longer able to see the light. This story does not give me the full justice. All the torture I've suffered can't be expressed through these words, maybe through the tears I've shed.

Where is the love

As much as my life is sucks it is an interesting life to live.I am the end product of match-making and inter-racial marriage,and both my parents are of mix parentage too and grown up from a different country and different lifestyle.Both of my parents came from a parents that have a multiple marriages, hence was not brought with proper parents and lacked of love. I am mixed with four different races, but my parents had make a big mistake in choosing one race and a religion for me,written in my birth certificate, as to follow the rule of the country,where they both met and got married.My life was a disaster in trying to be the race that appear in my ID, which was not even the race of my parents.It sucks to live in a country that demand to prove your identity with a race and religion and it is more sucks that I have no power to object to it as I was a baby.I was a confused child as my parents fought alot, my fucking mother started to humiliate my father races, and they lives seperate life,my father go back to his original country,I have to grow up in a two different country with a different lifestyles.I hate to be with my fucking mother as she had abused me alot,especially when she nagging and ranting like a mad woman, forcing me to devot to the religion that she had chosen for me.Unlike my father,he doesn't live based on any religion,his life was just to live and work hard to survive, and at the same time to appreciate and respect nature,as nature in return will be kind...

An Immigrant's Tale.

I have a fucked up life.... When I was 6 years old, my parents forced my to move from the country that I, to this day, LOVE to the country that I to this day HATE. When I arrived to this new country, I spoke not one word of English. To make it worse, when I had to enroll is school, I was constantly discriminated and made fun of because of my skin color, and the fact that I was a big boy. I got my first girlfriend when I was in 8th grade. It lasted 3 days. I never had too many friends, only back in my native country did I have tons of friends, but even so I only got to visit for about one month or two months each year. Anyway, I was made fun of skin color and stuff until I was a Freshman in high school, but I got over it. I lost weight, grew up, etc and girls call me the hottest guy in my entire High school ( sounds cocky, but I really do look like a super model ). But even though I look good, I still can't get a girlfriend because girls call me awkward. Last girlfriend I had lasted 2 months ( Record - btw Junior now ). Parents wise- never really talk to them and the only time I talk to my dad is when we fight and I fucking hate him. I've only had sex once, and I felt like a GOD DAMN loser. Religion wise, sure Gods exists, but he finds it so entertaining to fuck people over, this world is so fucking unfair, and he just sits back and laugh...I suffer from depression and have constant thoughts of attempting suicide. But what hurts most is when your friends don't drink from the same cup as you because of your skin color ( I'm slightly tan - in homeland, I'm considered white ).
Oh well, thats my life for you, I read some of the other stories, hope you people's lives get better.

Wtf

I feel I've been putting up with being black way too long. I work harder and am smarter than most around me. I'm that guy that does 6 figs with little structured education. Being black gets in the way of everything. The pool of women I get to choose from is #1 so let's go there. Fat, nasty but educated women tend to approach me. Rarely a physically beautiful woman is attracted to me but that's what I want and am holding out for. I deserve it! I am decent fitness(no gut)with abs, facially attractive, better than avg penis and money. Clever and quick witted but am surrounded by lesser white guys that don't even try for but get women I'm into and they're not interested in. Talk about feeling invisible. Whenever we're out, it's always the girl with some flaw that's into me. ALL of the more attractive females are all into the white guys[(with no money) but forever better potential]. this has made me suicidal on several occasions with several failed attempts! Contemplating another because for a guy with my drive and fervor, I refuse to have less than I deserve and am worth. I am about to divorce a wife of cellulite she cant get rid of, for my freedom. Can't get it up for her any more. Am I wrong for feeling this way or having these opinions. I could go further into this with greater detail and experiences see no need to over explain the obvious anymore. I will read opinions though

life sucks

life sucks im black and i have the most discusting hair!! its nappy and discusting i dont have a job and want one really bad im depressed all the time and have not accomplished one thing in my life as far as education,financial or social goes....life sucks becuase of so many things especially when your hair is always unmanagable and you have no money or tools to fix it i hate myself like 45 percent of the time and life just sucks! fuckin hate myself....i have had lots of mental and verbal abuse in my life and have a fiance that will more than likely murder me soon!! what a great life

36 and miserable

ok try and keep up . im 36 years old on parole for various crimes and have been out and working as a limo driver in vegas for 2.5 years now and have a nice condo and my two sons 15 and 14 are living with me full time and i have a very attractive beautiful gf also living and helping me with my kids.sound like a perfect recovery story from prison to a happy life the movie on the oxygen channell and all the liberals would tear up at the story and just do whatever it is they do. but reality is i work 70 hours a week for the most fucked up company in the history of companies its not about a good work record or a good customer review its about what race you are or how much your paying management to succeed and i obviously failed cause i have the worst shift and whatnot and ny kids there sweet looking enough except ones a fucking drug dealer takes after his dad i guess and the other has no resoect for life or anything hes like fuck this fuck that fuck you alwasy just fucking fuck fuck fuck and my beautiful gf shes great except when we argue about how i dont make enough money and if only she could be a prostitute she would have things i swear to god we argue about that she has actually done it and has this hooker friend and has had 3 ways and shit i cant even explain it but my life totally fucking sucks thqanks email me at jimmyredas@gmail.com and tell me what a dumb ass i am or something

life does suck...Try being 34 years old, get kicked out the military which you did 8 years, and have to depend on the govt for your living expenses when you move from Denver CO to Las Vegas NV, where unemployment is the highest in the fucking nation! Try living with the fact that your family looks at you differently like your the black sheep in the family because you date and married outside your race. Try taking a look at when you help people to try to better themselves they always fuck you over. Being an unemployed, but yet educated veteran is also a target for being a quote unquote terrorist. Try thinking about yourself not others...I can't, because its not in my nature. I have gone through more bullshit in life than others. I been in different countries. I seen life. And it all sucks. Everyone in this planet is oppressed in some shape form or another. And why? Because you let it to happen. You succumb to the fact that everyone has a different agenda. Even family. DTA. My motto. Even with my gf, family, whomever. Life as an atheist has been better than my ex-Christian life. You and only you is what matters. Fuck the rest. Being different is a good thing. Tell yourself that every day. This is your one and only life. Re-create and move on. Create yourself and by doing that, you will either hate life, enjoy it, or move on. Its a hard concept, but thats what the monetary system set up for us to live about. Blame yourself, and educate yourself, before pointing fingers. Life does suck but think about other options. Educate yourself.

I have moved around alot because of racial bullying sum guy is following me around the country because I'm Asian he says he wants to hurt me because of a misunderstanding 15 years ago

My Stupidity

I am a sophmore in college and I may have just failed out of Umich. It sucks because this is a really good ass school and my parents will be greatly dissapointed. In school the only friends I made were asian even though I am a black guy. I even ended up joining an asian frat.... I told everyone I was gonna become an aerospace engineer but I have just been teh suck at the physics and calc classes. Its not even like I cant do the work, its just I have no motivation to do it. My family is poor and i live in Detroit. Some times I even starve at home, and my dad is taking out loans just for me to go to school. How am I going to explain this to my family and friends. Without college I am nothing but another black guy in Detroit. I dont feel anything but disappointment; I try to drown it out but it only works so long. I probably lost the best girl that has ever happend to me and I have to live in the shitty house that is falling apart. for another year before I can come back to university. I'm so FUCKED. I'm just waiting for the mail to come saying i failed.....shit. seppuku

My parents dont love each other anymore, my dad almost died of a heart attack recently, I never have any feelings, and when I do it is short lived, I suck at school.... GAHHH I cant end up like other worse stories on this site.

Mexican is stressed In the work place

I have been working for a energy company here in Houston for 1/2 years. Not including the 6 months for a "probation period" period. The period was only supposed to be for 30 days. I was offered the job because I feel I was Mexican. My boss got with my other coworkers and suggeted that he was going to offer me the job as a Senior position. A senior position is much lower than I'm ranked now. Well the employees that I work with told him he is a principle with the education and experience. Also that he would not take a senior position keep in mind this was when the market was booming. Well any I received my offer to work with this energy company. I took the position due to getting adjusted in the area and the type of work that was needed. Well management never includes me on any of the decisions that are executed, they "forget" to invite me to meetings. I send them emails with no responce. I bring up issues during department meetings and they say that they will get back with me. To this day they still have not. I brought up issues on taking additional courses at the college for taking my level of education to another level and he would get with me. My managers "never" talk to me about anything. The have verbal converstions with the other caucasion employees but never have time for my ideas. It can not be about the work that I do due that I put out more work and at a better quality than my other coworkers. I am confused and sometimes feel that I am only on the payroll due to my skin color.

Your comments are appreciated.

i hate my life

I am 27years old I got pregnant at the age of 20 my family stopped talking to me because my bf of 2yrs was white! Asian people are NOT meant to mix apparently! My partner lost his job a few days before giving birth!I have gone hungry so I could feed my daughter! Now my daughter is 4yrs old and I gave up my family to be with my partner I trusted and loved! A few weeks ago he beat me up, I got him arrested! He got a suspended sentence and now because I have no money no where else to go or contact I have to remain with him! I hate my life he don't work I do I pay the rent council tax gas elec all his debts and mine! After the bills are paid I have 300dollars! This has to feed us three pay for bus fare buy my daughters school meals! I want to run away sooo far and start life again! But my daughter needs me where the justice??

I am alone

My father went to prison for murder when i was 4. My mom was diagnosed with cancer when i was 12. I had big ears and buck teeth as a kid. the other kids would call me stuff like "buccaneers" and "monkey boy". Im also not 1 race. People mistake me for arabic or spanish or just dont know what i am. All the friends i ever had fucked me over. My best friend greg had a black dude rob me at gunpoint for 187$. My other friend mike who ive known for 10 years stole an idea of mine for a coffee shop AND is using the name i gave him without giving me a job! I used to be so full of hope but now i dont trust anyone. I believe everyone is out for themselves. Its funny how as kids we are so anxious to become adults. But being an adult is just about MONEY. Even if you find someone to love you money will always be the underlying factor. The fucked up fact is: the government makes the money. YES! They print it themselves god didnt give it to them and say you only have this much so make it count.NO they fuckin make the money and make all of us fight for scraps. Life Sucks. I dont even like animals anymore. they too are selfish only showing loyalty to the next person with a bone in their hand. If it wasnt for my love of marijuana i would have killed myself or more likely someone else. Thank the Cannabis plant for making life suck a little less.

No Talent, Ethnic Minority, Fat + Ugly and Worst of all Gold Digger

I just need to get all this bullshit out, Please comment I need responses.


I am a Somalian, my mum worked so hard to give me and my 2 sisters everything, she is a great woman, she used to carry us in one of those bikes with a basket when we were babies, she didn't have a car, people used to throw abuse at her, I love my mum so much I would die for her, but she doesn't think that :( They are not only words.

my family is all I needed. My mum recently got together with a rich white man. We moved to a nice big house, nice cars.

At my high school people always take the piss because my mum married him, she says she loves him, but its weird, I always think she did it only for the money, so we could have a better standard of living, so that me and my siblings could be happy, I feel so guilty.


I don't get out much, my "close" friends (lol) barely talk to me, I stay at home 90% of the time, only going out for groceries or some form of clothes shopping, the only reason I have any friends is because of school, if there was no school I would never meet any1 or gain any skills.

Now my cousins from somalia, there mum died, they have lived in somalia all there lives, (no technology etc etc) so now they have to come live with us, fresh Somalians, they will be fascinated with all the technology etc and people will mock them, I can't say this to any1 because they will think I am a selfish bastard, but it is the ugly truth. They will nev...

WTF?

Makes life worth living? Abandoned as a child by both parents. Mom was crack addict. Dad was a self declared womanizer. But the bible (which I try to make my "guide" SAYS TO HONOR YOUR FATHER AND MOTHER...I have severe emotional issues because I hate my life. I hate being "black", a college dropout, and all the igorant shit I put up with everyday. I can't see my son, his mother doesn't acknowledge my parental rights unless I fucking pay her...she's the one who persuaded me about dropping out (dumb ass move). I have put in 60 applications for every job I've ever had. I've been poor and living in homeless shelters in Memphis, Nashville, and Atlanta. I moved to Atlanta and the fucking gay lifestyle reminds me of my child abuse (sexually)situation. I have way too many problems lately just staying focused.....my uncle who I was living with kicked me out at 18 for taking money out of my own mothefucking bank account....the chick I lost my virginity too claimed I raped her...and my mother died two years ago leaving me brokenhearted and no inheritance. I hate this life. Fuck it. Memories and all.

who am I ?

I was taken from my biological parents at the age of three. The courts took me because someone in my family was abusing me. The year my country took me from my family, they adopted a flag. For two years I was sent from home to home, before the children's aid society noticed this was effecting me mentaly and decided to place me quickly and without care. I was put with a family, who molested/raped/sexually assaulted,humiliated, physically abused and racially descriminated me, on a regular basis. I was moved around from school to school, this family owned a lot of land up North as well as in West Ontario, they moved me from town to city on a regular basis, the adoptive mother, was a school teacher, and would teach me when we traveled to different countries. I was raped over seas shortly after I turned thirteen, on one of the boat cruses these parents took me on, when we came back to Canada, my parents gave me back to the system, and I was locked up till I was fifteen, for being raped over seas. The system gave me back to them just before my fifteenth birthday, these parents had moved to the city and sold there property up north, shortly after getting out of training school I was druged and raped again. These parents apparently baught the negatives from my abuser but never pressed charges against him. As soon as I was sixteen, they divorced and I have lived independantly ever since. I am older now and find it near impossable to contain my pain any longer, I know now, I was never cared for by my country, because brown skined people didn't matter then and they don't matter now!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life sucks

In 2007 me and my mom came here from asia.people were not very nice towards me.well maybe my mom didnt have to deal with them,but i had to,seeing tht i had to go to school and some of the learners made fun of me.i cant speak english tht well,i have a low self esteem,im suffering from bipolar and i have a tendancy to think im ill even if im not.im very suicidal,and by the way people treated me,it made me to hate them even more.one wil describe me as a misanthrope,yes iam one.
i hate people.death is my opti

Race, Religion, and Acceptance

Lately, iv'e been under a lot of fire for who i am. I'm a fifteen year-old freshman, and iv'e been getting more and more abuse since the sixth grade. I'm going to say this now, i'm a mix of races, mostly hispanic, but also a bit German and Asian, but born in America, if you can believe it, and i AM religious, but i don't just blindly follow into what every preacher says. I am really scientific when it comes to my religion. Now, getting to the point, i am very VERY good at computers and Math, they are my best subjects, and i hope to one day be a video game designer. The thing is, that iv'e been insulted many many times for my smarts. Everyone says, "you're Mexican, you shouldn't be doing math, you should be mowing my lawn!" It may sound like i'm kidding, but i'm not. And lately, a lot of people have also been challenging my religious beliefs, and i just wish they would stop. There is this kid in my tech class, who i thought just didn't like me, because he would never listen when i tried talking to him. I wanted to be his friend because we both have similar interests, but guess what? He's a white supremacist, and that's the whole reason that he won't talk to me. I just don't get it. I'm the model teenager, a 3.7 GPA, i have a day job to help support my single mother, and i make damn sure to stay away from drugs and trouble makers, but that still isn't good enough. People still hate, even want to kill me, just because of my ethnicity. I don't understand what people want f...

jobs... racism... ignorance... subjective... fake lives.... conclusion: Life sucks

I recently finished my first year of college and im having trouble looking for a job. I guess it's the uneployment rate speaking for itself but something doesn't add up. Last year the unemployment rate was around 8% and it took me little effort to find a job. But when i started looking for a job the unemployment rate was between 9 and 11% and it's much harder. I have not received one interview. The search is getting frustrating. I need the money to pay off books and a small percentage of my school fees.

I'm hoping for financial aid but I'm probably not going to get it. Despite the fact that I made deans list twice with a 3.9 GPA some hispanic / african american will get my earned scholarship money just for being hispanic / african american.

Do I have something against affirmative action? Absolutely not. The fine print from the act states that we cannot discriminate due to race, gender, or ethnicity. What bothers me is that people misinterpret affirmative action. It is clear that affirmative action was suppose to benefit nonwhites/women but now it's just counter racism. Lets look at it this way. If you are applying to a college online or in any application, the first thing they ask for is name, address etc. then after that on the last few lines they ask for race and gender. Why would they ask that question if our goal is for equal opportunity? One of my friends is hispanic, his father is an electrical engineer and his mother is a docto...

i dont know why i even try

1.Im Black
2.Im Gay
3.The sun never shines on me
4.My boyfriend cheated on me with a WHITE GUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5.I have AIDS
6.I failed 7th grade
7.Nobody wants me to suck them
8.I can only work at fast food placesss
9.my mom fucks me
Ima end it all
fuck life

i hate my life

i'm a 14 year old guy. i live in canada and my life sucks like hell! i have acne and i never had a girlfriend and most likely never will. i told this girl i'm in love with her but she doesn't love me. she doesn't even wan't to be friends. i could tell that the only reason she talked to me is because she likes to be nice to people and she was enjoying the attention. i lied to her and said that i've had girlfriends before because i thought that women like guys that had other women before. she stopped talking to me and ever since then my grades dropped( they were quite low already becuase i'm new to canada and i'm living with my dad for the first time, adjusting to there lifstyle and weather and i can't stop crying because i miss my mom and sisters cuz i don't live with them anymore. i've tried masturbation but when i tried it i didn't know that it was frowned upon by society and that in some religions its considered a sin. masturbation is also addicting. i tried stopping and i hate doing it but i can't stop. it relieves stress. but unfortunately not enough stress. i'm scared of the dark sometimes. i cry when i'm alone. i get teased because of acne. girls don't even look at me. the other day i was at the doctors office and his assistant nusre was strapping some kinda machine thingy to me and it felt good to have a woman touch me. other than that, the closest i've ever come to a woman touching me was getting slapped infront of about 40 people beacuse i asked this girl ou...