I honestly can't see what to look forward to in life. I moved here from a foreign country 2 years ago. And I'm muslim, and in the U.S. It's horrible. I haven't been treated worse. The kids are terrible and the teachers don't do anything.I have bad acne and the jokes and taunts are endless. My parents want the best from me and I can't perform to that level. Girls don't even look at me. It's as if being muslim seperates you from the rest of the world. My father is shit hole. He doesn't abuse me. But he falls under strict punishment and discipline. Everyone seems to close in and I can't live this life. Maybe I am overreacting. But I'm no longer able to see the light. This story does not give me the full justice. All the torture I've suffered can't be expressed through these words, maybe through the tears I've shed. | |
I think that you're over-thinking the religion thing though...sometimes, when you think about it too much, your brain fits in every situation to 'prove' that people don't like you. It's hard, but you have to start liking yourself. I like you, so there's probably something good about you.
Having to find the right type of friends is difficult too. Just find things that make you happy from the bottom of your heart. Your dad's mentality is the way it is because he grew up differently from you. He doesn't know about the hardships that you constantly endure. He prolly deems them trivial. Just ignore him because he doesn't know (nor will he prolly ever understand). I know that it's really hard not being able to share your concerns, but you'll meet people who care about you. Like yourself first. I know I'm lecturing, but I've been through this. Good luck to you.
AND ALLAH WON'T DO ANYTHING FOR YOU HE'S AN IMAGINARY SAND NIGGA ON A FLYING CARPET.
HOPE ALL U MUSLIM PIGS DIE AND BURN IN HELL!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
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