Hey guys and gals. I'm a 24 year old guy, I have a job, and a degree in IT. I feel like I am intellegent not overly so but not stupid. I have a job most people would kill for it only pays around $10/h but I sit around and watch tv and play games all day everyday. I graduated back in December with a 2.5GPA due mainly to the fact that I had to work full time as an over night stocker at walmart. In highschool I had a long distance girlfriend who later moved in with me and we spent seven years togeather. Last February I was arrested for shoplifting. Aparently I bagged up some snacks at the self check in walmart and walked out without paying. Noone bothered to tell me or send me anything in the mail so I missed several courtdates and had warrents out for my arrest. My lawyer managed to keep me out of jail but its still on my record. I cant find a job in my field that will take me. My girlfriend broke my heart for some guy online a few months ago and keeps saying she is going to move out. Shes unemployed and cant drive. If I abandon her she wont be able to make it on her own even if she does find a job she could walk to. I actually convinced her to quit the job she had because it was stressing her out. So now I go to work every morning and do nothing all day because I have no responsibilites at work(Ive tried for several opertunites at advancing with no luck). I then go home and sleep on my couch doing the same things I do at work. Ive managed to somehow keep a few friends that I get to see about once a week. I just dont have anything to care about anymore. I dont think that I will ever find someone that will actually care about me and not just use me for months/years until they find someone better. I dont think people want to have relationships anymore. The world that I see is just a giant den of people having as many kids with as many people as possible. I keep trying to make new friends but I have trouble fitting in with groups. My life doesnt suck I just wish I had a reason to get up in the morning. | |
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