LIFE SUCKS

My life will make you feel better.

Abused by nuns and others as a kid. Father alcoholic. Mom too busy to care. Youngest of five kids. As a teenager skipped school a lot to go to the city. Walked around late at night a lot to avoid home. Hated school was shy and awkward. Family forgot my 18th birthday including my mom. I thought they did it to surprise me later but nothing happened. My first love died in an accident aged 19. Six years later fell in love with someone older by 16yrs. They were diagnosed with cancer and took 18mths to pass away. Two weeks after I was raped. He gave me a STD. I said nothing to anyone about it. Have been single pretty much all my life and haven't been intimate for over 15yrs. Been unemployed 3 times and am currently in a job I hate with bullies but put up with it as I would be homeless if I quit. Also lodged bankruptcy cause my credit blew out. I am overweight and depressed. The biggest thing is I can't have kids because of many reasons. I don't drink, gamble or take drugs. I could say so much more but all I have known is that my life truly sucks. BTW I'm now in my forties.