I'm almost 30 and still a virgin. Never been kissed, touched or hugged by the opposite sex.
People hate me. Sh*t, I hate me. What's there to love? An extremely overweight, unattractive, anxiety-ridden, nervous wreck with little to no social skills. Never had a real-life relationship or any real intimacy with a live human being. I have been emotionally and physically abused by my father and step-father since I were a child.
I was always told by everyone that I am nothing but a loser. Now, I'm starting to accept and believe it. Everyone feels awkward around me because of my social anxiety disorder. I am isolated most of the time.
I want to end my life, but fail to do so. I know I will only end up old and alone if I keep on living life this way. | |
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