LIFE SUCKS

Life blows!!!

So I've been married to a pyhsco for twenty years! I have five kids ranging in age from 25 to 2. My oldest does not live with me but is close by and has nothing to do with her brothers. She loves her sisters like crazy. My oldest son is just like his father. Both are mean and miserable! My two fifteen year olds are like night and day. One is out going and one is so far into a shell she cant get herself out. One of the girls is actually my husbands niece. We've had her since she was 5. We have done everything for her and cant even get a thank you out of her! My other 15 year old thinks that everything has to be done for her and she doesnt have to do anything in return. I just got into a fight with my husband and my son. One punched a door and the other one took off in the jeep. I hate them both. My 2 year old son is in the process of being adopted. We've had him since he was ten days old. Oh did i mention that im a foster mom and that i also have two 5 year old foster boys? So I dont only put up with shit from my own kids but also with shit from someones elses kids! You can say to give up foster care but right now i cant. I just wish i could take my two year old and leave!