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Dead inside

Posted by Tom at October 19, 2010
Tags: Attitude  Loneliness  2010 October  Relationship

Ever since my mom died life has not quite got better. I fuck up every relationship with any girl I get. Just this year alone I have lost two girls that really mattered to me. They left becouse bottomline I feel like shit. Nervous all the time. "She dont like me" or "This wont last so break i up! Do it now!" The last girl really ment something. With her life felt so good. But my fears took over. I hate myself and curse the way i acted back when it all got fucked up. The passion dies when nervousness and shit blends in to the picture. I knew that and still couldnt do shit about it. Maybe it wouldnt last anyway but atleast it would be a little longer. I feel so alone. Cry every single night about it. I begin to lose hope. Broken inside and messed up. I miss her and still want to let her go. It tears me apart.


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By anonymous at 24,Oct,10 09:00

its okay.. god loves u.. he sent jesus to die for your sin because none of us can sin to get in to heaven.. if he made a sacrafice taht big im sure he wil help u:) say a prayer:) uve got mine
By anonymous at 26,Oct,10 00:25

good if it works for u

By anonymous at 26,Oct,10 21:28

Forget religion. I would recommend to express this to the special woman in your life at the appropriate time. Share your fears, don't put them on her.
By anonymous at 21,Dec,10 19:34

thank you friend

By anonymous at 10,Nov,10 11:45

don't cry about girls, they're just humans like you and me, pay attention to the creator, he has more than you will ever know in store for you. He won't reject you unless you reject him, he is crazy for you. You have no idea how much he loves you.
By anonymous at 21,Dec,10 19:32

Gods idea of love is quite wierd. He creates myself and place me into this shithole of a world and then expect me to be pleased about it and love him for it. Cry about girls? Atleast they are real, dude.

God doesn't exist. Humans does.

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