So I moved to Canada and said goodbye to all my friends to live with my aunt and uncle. That was the GOOD part... Compared to what happened.
My friend who moved to Texas is a depressed guy with heart problems, I have no friends due to me being socially awkward and my co-workers are estranged by me. My friend and I agreed that he would visit so we can do a rap album, but I changed what we we're going to do so now my best friend, the only guy who ever understood me, hates my fucking guts. My ex-girlfriend who had sex with my friend who moved to Texas is sister-sister with my sister so I don't talk to her anymore. I have this odd volatile temper and hurt my aunt and uncle with my irritation and frustration. I'm losing my beliefs due to my sinful nature. I have a masturbation problem and probably an eating disorder. My red-hearded friend is my other best pal who is having a great life in college and has a great relationship. In fact, almost all my friends are in great relationships.
Sum it all up, I'm losing my God, I'm a horrible nephew, I can't stop playing with myself, I don't have a girlfriend, I don't have friends, my co-workers are creeped out by me and all my friends are having great, well-deserved lives while I'm not in school, watching my life crumble in loneliness and I deserve all of it and deserve no pity or sympathy.