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Life goes on

Posted by Zoot at October 3, 2010
Tags: Health  2010 October  Relationship

Yeah my childhood was a living hell, so much so I will not repeat it here. Currently my wife loves another man, and though I know this I still live with her for the sake of my son. I went through hell to get my degree: the last three semsters I was simultaneously going though a seperation, was home-schooling my son and was thrown in the hospital for a spinal infection. (My wife abandonded me and my son for another guy, second time). My GPA went from a 3.8 down to a 2.4 by the time I finally graduated. I have a bad heart, diebetes, part of my spine is missing and I have a club foot from an accident that was so bad it was mostly torn off in the accident and they were able re-atatched it through emergency surgery. I am in constant pain due to the way I have to hide my limp and put up with chest pains: if at my work they every found out I would be fired; forget the Americans with Disabilities Act folks, it doesn't do anything.

Yep, life sucked and it still does. But I never gave up, I can't. Things only started turing around in the past couple of years. I'm 44 and I know I will never retire as I'm told I won't make it past 53 due to my conditions. But, by then I will have put my son through college and will not have to live with a lie anymore for the benefit of my son. I will be dead, nobody but my son will remember me, and when he is gone the grandkids will never know I existed. But, ya know I really don't give a shit because I'll die knowing I did the right thing and didn't just roll over and give up.


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By anonymous at 06,Oct,10 11:59

your a very couragous oerson. Your strong and never gives up. It good your doing it for your son. God will make a miracle for you, you just have to pray and not lose hope.

By anonymous at 06,Oct,10 22:02

God sees and knows everything your going through and if your heart is for God then HE will not abandoned you. HE has the last say in your life. If HE woke you up this morning and the next... then give him thanks and praise. He didn't bring you this far to leave you now. Bless the name of JESUS, who has all power in his hands!!!!!

By anonymous at 18,Oct,10 17:46

man i think your an insperation to others, shit hand been dealt but you muscle through and stand tall

deep respect

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