| | Posted by prettie sad at September 2, 2010 |
I am ugly, fat, and look like a monster. I have a spouse who havent taken me on a date ever, dont set the mood, not romantic. I have two teenage sons and they feel because i am fat lonely sad and always in the house that i need to make friends to get out. Its been so many years since i felt love in my life and heart. I cant even throw my fat ass at no one because they dont want my smelly ass. I set up late night watching tv wishing someone loved me like they loved the character in the movie. I tried going to the club by myself for motivation but nobody talked to me. I just stood there by myself and really didnt have enough money to get a shot. My tits hang to my stomach and the fat from my stomach covers my private and my calfs are fat full of water retention that i cant wear certain shoes. I trie to look pretty sometimes but nothing looks good on me. I dont have anyone to talk to in my family and i do not have a social life. I lost my job and im supporting everyone with my unemployment checks. I can't barely pay the bills which i am behing in the phone, cable, and PGE. I am trying to move but i have no money to relocate to a cheaper city in CALIFORNIA. I feel that no one loves me and they all look at me with discust. It seem like I cant make my boys happy they seem like there never satisfied. I never had help I always had to do things on my own. I wonder what it feels like to be loved, cerest, lust after. I trying to loose wait but no one here gives me any motivation or ... |
| | Posted by anonymous at July 24, 2010 |
lets just start out by saying im fat... and extremely ugly i dont have any boobs and cannot even wear a trainning bra. bear in mind i am 18 and never had a boyfriend i am 354 pounds i was asked to prom by a gorgeous guy but after buying a new dress and getting ready for the greatest night of my life ... he never came. my kancales are bigger than my non-existant ass. i see no point to shave my 6 inch pubes because im never going to get laid and even if i wanted to its practically impossible to see down there. i constantly smell like tuna and no one in school will appoach me. i have contemplated killing myself but my thick skin makes it hard to cut myself, so instead i entertain myself by eating 1 gallon of cookie dough ice cream every night. i would like to lose weight but the ice cream is the only thing keeping me alive. the kids in my neighborhood write fatass on my already shitty car and leave dog crap in the drivers seat and because i cant see past my flat chest i always sit on it. |
| | Posted by anonymous at July 3, 2010 |
I have been living with pcos about 7 yrs now,tried everything but nothing works
i have a lot of facial hair,tired of going to the electrolysis. Sometimes i feel like killing myself, i want kids but it can't happen,my husband on the other hand wants kids but i can't give it to him. I no one day he will get fed up and leave me,so before that can happen i decide i should kill myself theirs nothing left for me in this cruel world. Crying is just a waste of tears because that can't help my situation it just frustrate me even more,having (Polycystic ovary syndrome) can be so annoying no periods no baby and a lot of body hair over weight getting uglier everyday............... |
| | Posted by nobody at June 17, 2010 |
i feel like this is a self pity story because i know noone cares but here goes. im 40 single 335 lbs havent had a date or been in relationship for over 15 years. i dont have the ability to even begin to talk to a woman anymore well at least when it comes to that and even if i could, im not the type of guy that gets the girl anyway, never was, even at 185lbs. well enough about that, now get this,i have skin tags everywhere, underarms, around my neck, along my butt crack and on my legs where they rub together so it hurts to walk sit or try to do any exercise at all because they burn like hell when inflamed. i have a dead end job that pays less money every year than the year before thanks to our bad economy, but the bills just keep coming. oh yah did i mention that the last girl i had a relationship with was a crackhead and use to steal from me to support her habit and would then beat the sh_t out of me when id say anything about it. i live in a sh_t hole town that way to far from anything to do except sit around and get even fatter. my company issued me business cards with my name on them but for job title it just ,after my name. im not a , im a human being just like everyone else that works here, they all have a title after their name! i can be in a room with 25-30 people i know and nobody even knows im there. i tried eharm for a year and nothing not one date, i only have 11 facebook friends and the only time im not depressed is when im sleeping. so there you have it. 40 years of life all summed up in one short life sucks story!! |
| | Posted by Bere at June 15, 2010 |
So my life entails waiting and waiting and waiting for something good to happen. Every day gets worse and then then I wish it was the day before because it seemed better than today.
I gained 100 pounds over the last couple of years. When I weighed 135, I was miserable and I thought I was fat. I wished I was 125. Then I weighed 150, then 160, 170, 180. Then I hit 200. It's unbelievable when I look in the damn mirror. It's disgusting. The thing is, I felt just as disgusting when I weighed 135. Now I weight 245.
Ponder that. I ran a marathon 2 years ago and I hated myself because I was a fat chick trying to run. Now I can't even walk up the stairs.
I wish I would get killed on the freeway, or get squashed in an earthquake.
But next year I'll probably weight 300 lbs, then I'll wish I looked the way I look now.
I have a super good looking boyfriend and he refuses to have sex with me. We've been together for 3 years, and we dated for a while ten years ago.
The sex was awesome. Now he won't even look at me. I don't blame him. But damn, there's gotta be someone out there that get turned on by fat chicks.
I hate everything about the way I look, people think I'm a bitch.
I'm lonely as hell. And I live in Orange County, CA where everyone is white, skinny, and rich.
My life sucks!!!!!! |
| | Posted by MyLifeSucks at June 8, 2010 |
I grew up really rich in a huge house, but then everything went wrong, we had to move, suddenly we were poor.
I was always beautiful growing up, and I was put in pageants, modeling competitions, etc., but then we were too poor to join competitions, and I thought that I was ugly, and it soon enough, I was right.
I have no respect for myself. I'm overweight, ugly, annoyed with myself, completely talently, terribly slobby.
I can't get a job, can't get a boyfriend, don't have any friends. Life sucks. |
| | Posted by sucks at May 10, 2010 |
I have no friends. No one who cares. I graduated from college with awesome debt and couldn't get a job. I am fat and useless. I go to grad school but it sucks and I cant get motivated to do anything. I think about suicide nearly daily. It is hard to get out and do stuff because I have a severly disabled daughter that can't do alot of things. My marriage sucks. I spent most of my birthday with my wife's mother and grandmother. I know it sounds selfish, but I hated spending my birthday doing stuff for other people, but I felt if I had said somethin I would have sounded like selfish bastard. But it would have been nice to do something i liked for my birthday. I have shit load of work to do before tomorrow and i am screwed because i had to visit other people. |
| | Posted by Legendus at May 8, 2010 |
I'm 23 years old male and I'm a computer nerd since around 15 years. My life is superboring and I have no joy of it at all. I lie to myself that everything is ok and someday I'll get a girlfriend and I'll be happy, but that's not true. I've never had sex. I've never even kissed a girl. Every valuable girl at my age or even 3 years younger is already in a happy 2-4 year relationship.
I'm so ugly that people sometimes laugh at my look. I tried to change that with personal shopper and gym, but it doesn't work. I'd love to die and start a new life in which I would not be ugly as fuck retarded nerd that spends most of his life in front of the computer.
I want to be a normal person and it's too late for that. Hopefully someone will kill me or I'll die by an accident, because I still deeply believe that everything will be ok so I don't think seriously about commiting suicide. |
| | Posted by social misfit at May 8, 2010 |
I fucking hate women i have never had a girlfriend. i want one so fucking god damn bad. they dont notice i exist. it's probably because i have zits, glasses and weigh 198 pounds. i have also been bullied because i'm differant. i am bullied by all the fucking jocks and preppies. they are the scums of the earth. i have no talent. i'm not good at anything. my hatred for all of society is growing every god damn day. i have so much rage in me. i am facinated by death and anything dark, evil, and morbid. i play violent video games. i watch violent movies. i listen to death metal and i always dress in black. i enjoy history because of all the wars. i eat pizza, pop corn, big macs, ice cream and you name it. i always drink soda. i like pepsi, coke, dr. pepper and mountain dew. even though i have no confidence, i am proud that im the weirdest person to ever live. i just like to be myself. i might be an outcast but one day my weirdness will bring me glory. i will be on top. so for right now all i can say is FUCK THE WORLD!!! |
| | Posted by a big douchbag at May 7, 2010 |
35, jobless, live in shithole for years. I'm obese and ugly as shit, I fart alot, and I stink like hell. I left education halfway through high school cuz ma family's illegal immigrants, I found a job srving at mcdonald, working as store clerk. I got fired in 2007 and was looking for a job ever since. I used to have an apartment, but now I moved back to my parents house which was really still a two room apartment. I, when im still not fat in high school, dated just one single girl, she had some type of STD, which got me infected. and to mention i never had any friends and my parents never meant to have me but cant have me aborted so you can imagine they HATES me. now I'm fat, ugly, poor, jobless, live with my parents, have STD, had no friends, everyone hates me, so yea. |
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| Posted by anonymous at April 27, 2010 |
Everyone hates me
I hate myself
Iīm uggly as shit
Iīve been fighting depression for 4 years
I currently donīt go to school because im affraid of hurting someone or even kill them
I donīt have any friends
Iīve been trying to kill myself, but then I think "maybe everything is going to change" but I know that wont happen...EVER
I only sit in this room all day playing on my computer
I wake up feeling alone and praying that god shall kill me
The question for me is just when I shall shoot myself
I know that some of you may think that this is easy to change...maybe for you but not for me. |
| | Posted by anonymous at April 25, 2010 |
I am a 36-year-old man, unemployed, unmarried - a total loser. I don't have any friends, because I'm too ugly that nobody would want anything to do with me. For the same reason I have never had a girlfriend. I am below par to even be considered asexual.
I am also fat. Now, that's my own fault and I could have also gotten plastic surgery for my face, back when I still had money, but now I am broke and have to live on social welfare. I am only a burden to the taxpayer and I only cause harm by existing.
Everything is against me. Everybody hates me. Nothing ever succeeds for me. I've lost my home, have to live in a small apartment that sucks and I cannot do anything. Not that I'd want to go outside, because there are people there and I don't want them to see me.
People suck. They are all evil monsters, who want to exploit everything for their selfish ends. They only want to hurt others and ridicule everyone. I hate people. The way they have treated me all my life and how they generally act has made me a misanthrope.
I had my own company for a while, but that of course failed. I have a Bachelor's degree in Finance, but I haven't worked a single day, because I didn't have the necessary connections and I am too ugly. Yes, it's a big factor in hiring nowadays. Really.
I'm an utter failure in all facets of life. I don't live, I only exist, I cannot live, I am too ugly and I lack essential skills to manage my life. Ultimately it is all ... |
| | Posted by Alex at April 5, 2010 |
OMG!!! Life sux soooo muh! My bf was being slutty towards me 2dai and i was liek y u bing so meen 2 me? $ he ws leik, becoz ur fat! I'm only 14 and weigh 89kgms. so i'm not even. i relly wanted 2 go 2 a gud privte skool but they denied mi a 100% scholarship evn tho i got liek 56persent on liek all mi tests. I shud just go ahed and kill mysef bcoz noone luvs me evn thop i m reely pritty and smart! does anypone know ways to kill urself???
THNX LUVS BYE!
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| | Posted by Damn at March 12, 2010 |
Got really huge pimples
Failed in a subject
ugly face
My friends mocking at me
Colleagues ignoring me
"Life sucks man"
Anyway i have to thank my Dad and Mom for being with me always........ |
| | Posted by Sam. at January 15, 2010 |
my story is not that badbut here it is.im 13 years old and im as ugly as shit. my bestfriends are beautiful . they get boyfriends , i get treated like shit . i cant find any boy that dont judge girls by looks or shape. im the only one of my friends to have never been kissed. ihatemylife. |
| | Posted by Miserable in MA at December 28, 2009 |
Im 30 years old. My father was an alcoholic and my mother was a huge bitch. She hired some whore babysitter who locked me in the bedroom so she could molest my brother. Or so he tells me because I blocked it out, he then molested me and never explained or talked about the situation later in life. I doubt hes any better. hes the sucessfull one, ironically. After dad left. I had to babysit my little sister and brother who are like 12 years younger than me, so they were babies, litterally. We lived in a slum, my mom was working 3-11 no parents kids dragged my baby brother and sister on the ground cuz they were the only white people, had rocks thrown at outr windows lead poisioned wated and roaches and rats no hot water or heat, no nice clothes. i didnt get paid or even appreciated.
My mom spent her life putting me down trying to hit me, telling me im going to hell. i broke down couldnt take all the neighbors picks on the kids and no parents, kids would fuck things up and balime it on my brother. now my brother is always getting fucking beat up on but he fights back so hes going to prison, for spraying mace in a guys face who attacked him cuz mace isnt legal in my state. Yes I fucking know. Its not fair.
At fucking all. Kids in the upperclass can get away with driving without paying thier insurance my bro was working at tacobell and not getting jack. he couldnt afford rent and auto insurance. he went to jail for it, not a ticket.
some kid threw his dog in the tra... |
| | Posted by eee at December 11, 2009 |
I hate my life, it really sucks... Every day I donīt wanna come home becouse I hate to be there. My father seems like hate me and my mother doesnīt know how to talk to me without being mean. My father hates to be at home becouse he is allways with a mad face. They donīt like me and I hate my life. All I ever wanted was to be thin and Iīm so fat... The biggest present I could give myself would be try to do a lot of exercise and get thinner but my father donīt let me go to the gimn!!!! I hate him!!!!!!! My life sucks
a fat girl |
| | Posted by Lala at November 17, 2009 |
my life really sucks, today's my birthday and it went bad, it was just like any ordinary day, ugh... no boys like me they think im just to ugly and fat. there's this boy i like so much, and all i want is just to be his girl so bad, all i do is think bout him, i wake up thinking bout him, go to sleep thinking bout him. All my friends are like just talk to him, but i can't what if he doesn't like me what if he thinks im ugly, i mean i am fat what boy wants a fat girl, i hate the way i look, and what if we did start talking then all his boys will probably laugh, and be like we you talking to her, ughhh i hate my life so much, it's not even funny. i try to stay positive and but i can't it really hurts, things just get worst and worst. i don't even care bout life anymore. why this shit gotta happen to me. i'm always emotional and gotta put on a fake smile everyday, when life just really suckss. well my life at least.. |
| | Posted by Clam17 at October 20, 2009 |
i just graduated, i have no friends and im not in love with my boyfriend, every friend i make i lose, im ugly, i cant get a job and ive been on the computer for 6 yrs straight becuz i have no friends and nothing to do. |
| | Posted by anonymous at October 18, 2009 |
im 14 years old girland in my mind im the ugliest creature on the planet. everyone tells me im pretty but i cant see it. last year i was constantly teased about my weight i weigh 125 pounds and im made fun of. ever since they left my school and the harrasing stopeed i was okay with myself, until today i talked to this guy that i REALLY LIKED. but hes never seen me in real life before and my friend(she is the most prettyest fucking thing u will every see in ur life, and every guy on the planet agrees) comes with me.. and all he looks at is her. and just adding they hate her personality they just wanna fuck her. but wen he was texting me all he cared about is me :) wich made me feel good untill he met my friend. im begginging to feel like i should foloow in my family's footsteps for my dad smoke, drink, yell and fight for my mom cry,yell back for my brother, do drugs, more drugs, smoke , fuck and lie. im 14 and i have all these problems..help me get away from this..it fucking sucks |
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