In school I was bullied almost every day and only had a few friends to care for me, but if it got too much they would just abandon me and pretend they didn't know me anyway.
When I left school and went college for 2 years, I left my friends and made a few new friends. I've never been able to get a job, I'm too scared to work anywhere around my area in fear of being bullied for whatever reason and there isn't any jobs going.
My only income was my student funding for those 2 years but my parents truly care about me to go and spend all my income for their own enjoyment, they 'really do care about my future', for now I do not have enough money to carry on my education.
My parents plan to kick me out because now I am 18 and they do not earn anymore money from me.
I don't know where to go from here, I just don't think it'll get better anytime soon.
No.. my life isn't as worse as some people have it. But it still sucks and it's hardly worth living.
Life can either be a long enjoyable time for some people
or the longest, most painful torture to others.
If god exists, are all these 'sucky lives' his little failed experiments?
I guess everything revolves around trial and error - without sucky lives, you wouldn't have good ones. |