I have no friends. No one who cares. I graduated from college with awesome debt and couldn't get a job. I am fat and useless. I go to grad school but it sucks and I cant get motivated to do anything. I think about suicide nearly daily. It is hard to get out and do stuff because I have a severly disabled daughter that can't do alot of things. My marriage sucks. I spent most of my birthday with my wife's mother and grandmother. I know it sounds selfish, but I hated spending my birthday doing stuff for other people, but I felt if I had said somethin I would have sounded like selfish bastard. But it would have been nice to do something i liked for my birthday. I have shit load of work to do before tomorrow and i am screwed because i had to visit other people. | |
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u have a bachelors degree
but like this person said get some antiDs
Nothing wrong with you, your brain isnt making serotonin and THIS is why you are sad and feel defeated etc all the time.
I WAS in your shoes years ago and I went to a psychiatrist and got on celexa and I feel NORMAL AND NOT DEPRESSED!!!
THERE IS HOPE!
xo
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