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ugly and lonely...wooppieeeee!!!!

Posted by nickel at September 8, 2011
Tags: Appearance  Job  Relationship  2011 September

No beating around the bush here, so here goes. I'm a 34 year old single mom to a 11 year old son and I weigh almost 300 lbs, have zits, I have to wear a hair piece cause all my hair fell out and I'm in love with my best friend. He doesn't want a relationship, no suprise there. I work in a dead end job where they call me "big girl". I went to school to be a dental assistant but I'm really no good at it so I have decided to stay at my dead end job. The only life I have is hanging out with my son but he has his own life now so I spend a lot of time alone. I don't live. I exist.


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By anonymous at 02,Nov,11 10:08

You are still there for your son. No matter his age, one always needs a Mom from time to time. Anyway, things being as they are (you said your son has his life of his own, so I guess he is all grown up now) you probably have lots of spare time after work. Why not start exercising? You must realize that you don't have to be overweight, unless you want to. At first it will be hard, you will see no results whatsoever, you will feel shitty being around all the other people who exercise and are fit, and it will just suck in general. But give it, oh I don't know, three to six months and you will start seeing results. The feeling is really good. Good enough to make sport into a hobby that you actually enjoy. There are people who can't imagine their life without exercise, so it can't be that bad.

By anonymous at 02,Nov,11 14:09

Adopt a "this too shall pass" mindset. You have to choose to make your current status temporary. So today and tomorrow and maybe even the next few months will suck, but WOW next year, things will be different. Create a calendar and stick to it, detailing some goals to achieve along the way. Losing is weight is really about what you eat. So focus on what you eat, and exercise. Keep things simple. Trust me, you'll be amazed. Also, if you don't may be even more depressed as your son continues to pull away as he morphs into the teen world.

By anonymous at 02,Nov,11 19:55

At least you didn't get HIV from your fiancee and have less than 10 years to live.

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By at 03,Nov,11 17:50

i don't live, i fucking true that is ! same here, i know that's what i feel too, life is a WASTE OF TIME, nothing more!
By anonymous at 03,Nov,11 19:10

Even so, it's the only chance you will ever get to waste time, so might as well do that. Even better, find some things to do in between your time wasting sessions, of course, that means you will have to take breaks at wasting time, but it will all make for a nice well rounded day and a better lifestyle.

By anonymous at 07,Jan,12 20:21

i hope you die!

By Brittany at 17,Jan,12 16:04

Wow that sounds rough. I am a firm believer in creating your own fate. Sometimes we get into a rut, we don't know how to get out. It's all about attitude. Tomorrow you're going to wake up and say "fuck this" The next time someone disrespects you tell them to shut the hell up. As for being overweight - start walking. Get a cheap MP3 player and just go for an hour walk a day. Slowly change what you eat. Try to cut out sugar. Slowly you will notice your mood changing. Don't take crap from anyone. Ever. Make the decision to change your life.

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