| | Posted by anonymous at February 7, 2010 |
well im 19 this year... and fro the record i hate myself and i have being me.. well for one, im the only child in my family and my parents expect alot from me, well im the oni 1 so by rite im suppose 2 do well and bring up the family name, well i was always doing great in school bt at the year end exams for my high school, i juz screwed up, i din do well at all, so my parents were forced to send me to a private college where, either the drop outs make it der or the rich and the famous make it der, well my parents spent alot educating me der adn once agian i took it easy n just screwed up for the finals, but however i was still excepted into a private university to continue my education and due to the lack of money dat my parents faced, they had 2 take a study loan to pay up the fees, and here i am sitting infront of my old laptop which i had for years, whcih dun even funtion well enough which i alwyz brought 2 college where every1 laughed at.. it was hurting bt well i got tru it, and now just few weeks b4 i move away frm home off to university my parents are yet agian struggling to buy the afew thngs for uni, like a new laptop, a new phone and more other things, and thinking bout hw badly ive done all my life in exams and just wasting my parents hard earn money, i just feel so bad. my alwyz knew i wanted a macbook which as we all noe cost alot, bt here he stood infront of me saying "i know u want it sweetheart, no matter hw hard i'll save up enough to gt u 1 b4 u go off 2 college" WELL SO YEA IT JUST SUCKS BEING ME!! SEEING ALL DIZ AND JUST NOT BEING ABLE 2 HELP OUT!! im sorry.... =( |
| | Posted by Doesn't really matter at February 6, 2010 |
Life sucks bigtime,
i am a sad 27 year man .. i had like 2 girl friends longest relationship was 6 months and that was 10 years ago. I used to not look so bad but i have put on weight like no one's business. I am fat and no girl looks twice in my direction.
i have lots my work i have no food, i met a girl that gave me her number and i though OMG MY LIFE DOESN'T SUCK!!!
but it turns out she needed a lift to a party and i was the designated driver, she then became my friend ... i am so inlove with her now its not even funny and i once brought that up hoping that she might love me or even just like me too, well needless to say that didn't happen, she laughed in my face cause she thought it was a joke even after i told her i am serious she insists that i am joking. She has since moved in with me cause she had no place to stay and she lives here .. but its killing me to see her every day .. and see all the guys that she invites over and the sock on the door.
i NEVER receive a phone call or get a text message .. EVER!!! i stay home .. which i might not have for very much longer .. no food, no one i can turn too,
sometimes i feel like ending this pathetic existence .. if you can even call my life that, i have no friends excluding this girl that lives with me now, no family, i dont go out at night or out in general cause basically .. its a waste of time .. drunk women wont even talk to me .. never the less sleep with me or even cons... |
| | Posted by Mr X at February 6, 2010 |
I'm 14
Have the same routine everyday
Get up, go to school, come home to a fighting family, go to sleep
I feel like just running away
or ending this life
in conclusion
life sucks
We all need to do something about it i guess
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| | Posted by Vanessa at February 6, 2010 |
Right now I wish there had been someone standing there when I was 18 years old to slap me in the face and scream "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!?!?!"
I thought I was so in love with the man that I am now married to and have been with since I was sixteen. We both love each other but its hard not resenting each other.
I'm now 22 and pregnant with no job, no money, and no future prospects. I quit college because I thought it was a waste of my time. I have a high risk pregnancy because I had cancer when I was 17, and even though I really don't want to admit it, I really really do not want this child. I feel like I'm an evil bitch to my husband because I'm so unhappy with my life. We fight way to much. I had a chance when I was 18 to do something I really loved but turned it down because it would have taken me away from my now husband. I feel so stupid and alone and unhappy, and always anxious because I have no money to pay on my maxed out credit card- or any other of my own bills. Now with this kid on the way, I'm stuck with this life for multiple years until I can find some way to go back to college. But I can never go back and do what I really wanted before all this. My chance is gone for good.
And so- back to real life in this cramped, drab apartment every day, with nothing to do and no one to talk to. |
| | Posted by anonymous at February 6, 2010 |
Accidentally killed someone in a car accident
Lookin up to 10 years in prison
No one gives a fuck about me except for my parents
Stay dropping to my knees because it feels like ima have heart failure
Friends pretty much was like fuck you when i crashed my car
I'm always thinkin if I should just go ahead and check myself out because i have a shitty life and it always feels like ima die anyway |
| | Posted by Tellitagain at February 6, 2010 |
The routine of life is killing me. I feel like it's all not worth it anymore.. I am nobody and I wish I could change me and everything else around me |
| | Posted by Afroditi at February 3, 2010 |
Well its just one of those days...
u know u make a mistake...u regret it but u cant take it back...
and ppl just never let u forget it...
EVery time me and some of my friend fight they always get ME wrong...
just becouse i try make all of them confortable, they say i look attention more to the others that them...
its everything...i cant even explain... i m tired to get sick every fucking time me and one of my friends fight....
maybe its time to find better ones or at least fight more for myself. |
| | Posted by lifecompletelysucks at February 3, 2010 |
I know I should not be complaining about my life after reading all the stories here. But still my life sucks (Atleast I feel so). I'm 16yrs old and currently in high school. I hardly have any close friend with whom I can share my feelings. They are just my classmates who always want to hit my ass hard from every point of view. Fuck! I've no love. Liked one of my classmates nad proposed her. And she turned down. Gosh!!! Now she doesn't even look at me. My school teachers also hate me of some unknown reason! They always try to avoid me. Sometimes I feel I should push bottles in their assholes! Damn! God! What wrong have I done??? Huh??? I'm living in dark. Want to commit suicide. Life sucks... [:(] |
I am tired of being trapped in a world of suffering and misery and all I want is to escape,but I just don't know how.I can't take it anymore! |
| | Posted by anonymous at February 2, 2010 |
I'm living in the world just to increase my pain. Gosh! Is this a life? I have no friends. Liked a girl... Proposed her and she rejected me! Damn! No one likes to talk with me. Teachers also scold me for very small reasons. I've thought of commiting suicide. But could not do that due to lack of guts. Now I've no where to go. I'm stuck in this fucky world... God please... let me go... I'm done... Please god... :( :( |
| | Posted by anonymous at February 2, 2010 |
I'm fed up of being trapped in a world of misery and suffering.All I want to do is escape,but I just don't know how.If only we could wave a magic wand and make it all go away.If only everyone could be blessed with the gift of having everything they ever wanted in their lives.But no-instead,everything is crap and I'm tired of it! |
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| Posted by feelingsick at February 2, 2010 |
im 18 and i live in this shitty country sri lanka and to hell who says it's been rated that sri lanka is one of the happiest countries around. im not from this country but live here because of my dad's job. basically, i've grown to hate this country's people. they gave me da opinion that they're suckers who don't know the meaning of friedship, being loyal, not faking every damn thing, and who lie through their teeth. i had a very close best friend, and we used to share everything together. i went for a vacation for one month to my own country, came back and she is no longer my friend at all, god knows why, n i wish her to hell now. other fiends, i have, but not single of them ready to listen to each other's friend. it's lyk nobody around here knows how to be honest with each other and it's making me feel sick and tired of everyone around me. my parents are not with me now and i have nobody to talk to. how much can life look blacker 2 u than not having a person u like around u?? sucks. |
| | Posted by FUCK YOU!!!! at February 2, 2010 |
IM 14 AND I LIKE THIS GIRL SOO MUCH! then when i told her she said she also had a crush on me! then at lunch today another guy asked her out! she sed yes! i mean WTF?!?! my life sucks like shit! FUCK YOU GIRL! FUCK YOU GUY! FUCK EVERY1 IN MY FUCKING BRITISH SHIT HEADED SCHOOL! |
| | Posted by pinkspark at February 2, 2010 |
Life just sucks. Not just today. Not just any day. EVERYDAY. I have no friends. I have no one. I've got nowhere. People around me just are begging for me to kill 'em. I don't wanna hear their stupid shrill voices, i don't wanna hear anything. Right now I just wanna be alone. I don't know where to go, what to do. |
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