| Posted by anonymous at April 4, 2010 |
I posted a life sucks sometime earlier, but things have happened and now things are coming back.
I had a long-term girlfriend that cheated on me and gave me an STD. I had to have treatment to get it taken care of and I feel disgusted by it still.
My grandpa just had a stroke and is dying. When my grandmother died and I was told, I didn't know how to react so I laughed. To this day, I can't forgive myself -- am I really such a piece of shit?
One of my long-term friends hung himself and at the time he did it, him and I weren't very friendly towards one another and now I live with the burden of knowing I wasn't there for him, while all of our friends rally around him and bring him up while I hide my face in shame during those conversations -- the worst part is, he's gone. He had it all, and I'm a complete piece of shit and he's the one who is dead.
I was kicked out of high school twice for truancy. I never graduated. I've dropped out of college four times. The first time, I quit because I was suicidal. The second time, I quit because I was suicidal again. The third time I quit, I realized after enrolling that there was no way I could pay for it. Fourth time, I quit because I just decided to give up and do nothing. And now I have no choice but to do nothing because my lack of ambition, my lack of opportunity, my lack of direction and my lack of common fucking sense has kept me from finding a reason to get off my ass and fucking d... |
| Posted by Brandy at April 4, 2010 |
My mother was 16 when she had me. Put me into foster care.
The people who raised me, my parents if you will, have always been kind if not too overly-religious, and I did nothing but resent them growing up.
I'm a pathological white-liar.
One of my best, childhood friends co-signed for me on a loan to get a motorcycle. I got hit by an illegal immigrant without a license, registered car or (worst of all) insurance -- they didn't even speak English. Same week, I got evicted and my dog (who saved my life -- will tell later) who I had for four years ran away. The bike was fucked up and I ended up missing payments on it so it was repo'd and my best friend got pissed at me.
When I was 20 I tried to commit suicide and ended up comatose for 13 days and hospitalized for a whole month. After this I had to go to a psychiatric ward for another month and had to go to court to get out. I was court-ordered to be on prescription pills to balance my "moods." BTW, my dog saved my life right here. I fucking loved that dog more than anything. Also, because of what I did to myself, I lost a good portion of my memory and forgot a lot of my childhood. To this day, things still slowly come back to me.
My girlfriend of five years becomes addicted to coke, becomes anorexic and we break up and she sleeps with most of my friends. Most of my friends, anyways, are smug, condescending fucks who all badmouth me when I'm not around, or act like hard a... |
| Posted by jessa lynn at March 30, 2010 |
Ok, here is my list...
* almost 30, nothing to show for it
* still have acne
* have bad teeth that I cannot afford to fix
* work as a telemarketer
* car is from the 90s
* family doesn't talk to me,did nothing to deserve this. They are too busy with their great lives and important jobs
* apartment smells like curry
* no friends
Yep.... it sucks! |
| Posted by anonymous at March 26, 2010 |
I have no college degree and cannot afford to get one.
I am stuck in a deadend job.
I can never afford such things as food, clothes, or to pay bills beyond my rent.
Neither of my two kids have much respect for me unless they want something.
I haven't been in a relationship to speak of in years.
I can't afford to register my car.
My driver license was stolen and abused and I cannot afford to get it straightened out.
I cannot think of one aspect of my life that is NOT fucked up, except the fact that I'm still alive.
I repeat, I CANNOT THINK OF ONE ASPECT OF MY LIFE THAT IS NOT FUCKED UP, EXCEPT THE FACT THAT I'M STILL ALIVE.
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| Posted by anonymous at March 10, 2010 |
Wife said I should have gotten a better job-even though she and most of the people she knows have lost theirs....
No sex since 2003...
Balding, gaining weight, empty wallet, not well endowed....
Almost 50 and nothing to show for it.
But hey-still got a cold one in the fridge! |
| Posted by Buddy. at March 8, 2010 |
The world has gone to hell.
Family crazy.
lost my job.
broke my legs.
all of my friends are dead.
Igive up.
Have a happy day.
Because I can't.
life is gone.
I quit.
Buddy.
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| Posted by anonymous at February 26, 2010 |
My parents were sitting around with friends one hot summer night. One of them was a heavy set woman, who's name forgets me right now. I was sitting next to her, when all of a sudden my Uncle and Brother called for me to come look at a June Bug who had flown up onto our wall. I stood up, quickly, and my Femur Bone - the biggest in the human body - snapped in half. I was three. That's probably the earliest memory I have. Shear, unspeakable pain. I would go onto to have seven more (waiting for number 8 which is due anytime now). My first day at kindergarten, I remember balling my eyes out. Clinging to my mother as the teacher tried to pull me away. Into the abyss I would come soon to hate with all my heart and soul: School. That same year my grandfather died from complications of smoking and drinking. I remember seeing his casket. "This is how it ends, I suppose." At the age of 12, right before entering High School, my father decided he didn't want to be with my mother anymore - after 19 years of marriage. The impending divorce took my mom, my brother and I to my Grandmother's House, who had just passed away. My mom started seeing a guy who was 20 years her younger. He took care of us for a while. School never got better for me. I was an angry, stuck up, punk ass little coward who didn't know how to control emotions or thoughts. I never went to dances, date any girls, go to any football games (maybe 2 or 3 total) never joined sports, and, ultimately, drop out. At the age of... |
| Posted by anonymous at February 23, 2010 |
- 23 year old male in a corrupt, depressing, miserable Northeastern state.
- Obese, but not imminent-death obese like I used to be. Thank Atkins.
- Only living family: severely demented grandfather that I have to care for, and an immature, selfish, lazy, alcoholic cunt of a mother.
- Mom divorced Dad when I was 8, because he wasn't fucking her enough. Winds up getting this broke Italian Catholic asshole with three delinquent kids to move in with us. He probably cost our family about $200000 in the 6 years my mom was "in love" with him. He absolutely hated me for not coming out of his dick, and also not being baptized.
- Watched father die at age of 13 from advanced throat cancer.
- Shortly after, rest of father's family turned their backs on me for not attending former stepbrother's wedding with 2 weeks notice. I was across the country, with no money, and they offered no assistance.
- Fell in love 3 times: each time, the girl used me to get to one of my friends. Lose both friend and girl, and get ridiculed for months, even years afterward.
- Had an abusive stepdad (mentioned above) from 8 to 15 who would threaten to have me put away, lie to get my mom on his side. This would usually be over something like the leaves not getting raked every six hours, or the dishes not getting dried to his liking. Right after things hit the fan between him and my mom, Dad promised to get me out of the house. His cancer came back the next week and he died three ... |
| Posted by Prm at February 17, 2010 |
Im 29, a virgin, stil live @ home with my control freak mom, only had 1 boyfriend - in high school 4 a week, i was bullied, dad left when i was 9 he recently tried to kill himself cos hes hiv+, i HATE my job, ive no friends, never did, tried 2 kill self twice, insomniac. I basically have no life & i see no point to life, i dont know y i was brought here in the first place. If the world realy were 2 end i hope it hapens v soon |
| Posted by chris at January 22, 2010 |
Im 25 male
Im heavy overweight from my childhood
i was always beaten up as a child by parents, classmates
i think i was adopted
i have no friends
i never had a girlfriend
i never had a kiss
my first and only sexual experince was with a hooker
i have fluffy nippels like a girl that shine through t-shirt
im broke all my life
cant get a nice job
all my business ideas fail, because of my looks
the pc is my best friend
im addicted to porn
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| Posted by m at January 19, 2010 |
My life sucks. I literaly have no friends. My mom is dead. My dad wants to kill himself. Ugh i feel like running away. |
| Posted by Patrick at January 18, 2010 |
The year start was wid a cry....new years eve sucked and now had been trying my hands on getting admission in a automobile designing course bt the freaking fees is around 45000 USD which means a lot for a upper middle class family..god knows where my destiny wil lie..realli depressed and the gal whom i love more dan myself jus takes me as a gud frnd thats it..so basically everything is goin wrong around me.... |
| Posted by alice at January 17, 2010 |
Ok my life sucks but im trying to look more for the good side of the life and try to stay positive...sometimes is pretty hard ... problems with my family, the money (yeah who hasnt problem with that?) , friends, boyfriends and girlfriends...
I never broke just one time and im promise to my self never again...
but it still hurts me inside...
few months ago i fight with my best friend.... never spoke again.... it was so hard realising that he didnt worth it... that so many times i was there for him he never was with me... and then i broke up with my bf... that was a big deal... i was in love with him and he treated me like shit... i know i made mistakes and now im better and i dont think about him anymore but it stills hurts becouse i didnt do anything to 'fight' back... i always was the good girl... who does averything... i wish i could go back with who I am now... i feel so damn bad becouse he thinks we won again...he hurt me bad... damn and thats killing me...
i hope u understand...
see u guys around...
if u fall
get up...
peace.... |
| Posted by i hate my life at December 2, 2009 |
where to start, my mom has cancer, my dad is a violent alcoholic ass, i bust my ass off working full time and going to university because my parents will not give me money and i dont qualify for a student loan because my prick dad makes too much money. I live paycheck to paycheck, not even making enough money to live, i eat every 2 or 3 days because i have no money to eat, m credit card is maxed out, work is slow and i make minimum wage. I hate my job, all of the people there are drama queens and act like we live in laguna beach, it is so bad the gosssip and backstabbing that i dread even going in. Im in love with my best friend and she has no clue. I got a new job the other day promised to make 60k a year to start and the company turned out to be a scam. My younger brother is a coke head and has stolen thousands of dollars woth of cash and valuables from me, i never sleep because i work all night, get offf do homework and go to school in the morning, my grades are not good enough to get scholarships because i am so exhauasted from not eating or sleeping enough. one of my best friends was in a car accident on my brothers birthday this year and died on my other brothers birthday. I have no girlfriend, no spare time, no life because i cannot afford to go out, i want to die, what the fuck is the point of living when life is this retarded |
| Posted by anonymous at November 27, 2009 |
1. I just quarreled with my parents
2. I have something shitty on tomorrow/today
3. Camp was crap
4. Teacher sucks and left me out
5. Friends are making use of me (at least I feel that way)
6. Only one true friend? As far as I can remember now
7. I believe that there are going to be bitches taking over next year or soon
8. Everyone thinks that the bitches are great
9. So many backstabbers in life
10. Freaking parents are biased
11. Sibling's unfeeling
12. I'm feeling so sad now
13. Worried about how others think of me (when can i stop!)
14. Feeling lonely
15. Other friends are so insincere
16. Freaking bitches are totally acting in front of others
17. I suck
18. They suck
19. Life sucks
20. This sucks
Okay when I just finished typing and started reading other stories before I send this out, I realised other people who are experiencing a life that sucks to the core. I feel so sorry. But still, I'm feeling like shit now. |
| Posted by JimBo at November 3, 2009 |
No money
Ex-wife bitches at me every day
Ex-wife's lawyers trying to put me in jail
Girlfriend always pissed off at me
Car about to break down has a hole in the radiator, have to carry a jug of coolant everywhere I go
Self-employed business on the verge of going under
No sex, girlfriend always too pissed
Phone disconnected
Power disconnected
Other bills unpaid get calls everyday
Dog shits and pees on floor everyday
Health is failing, always fatigued
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| Posted by shattered at October 30, 2009 |
My life started to suck when I was 2. My parents separated and began a 3 year custody battle over me. That battle ended when my mom died during a "routine" operation when I was 5. As I write this I'm 30 years old, and realize that IF I somehow manage to live to be 100, I will have lived 95% of my life without knowing my mom. Ok...that pain is bearable...I've done it for 25 years now. I moved with my dad to a small town where he remarried. I became the youngest of three kids...blamed for EVERYTHING that my brothers did. I was never beat or abused, but try dealing with depression at age 5. Got glasses when I was 8 and spent the next 10 years being called Urkel...getting teased and bullied for being skinny and intelligent. My teenage years were ok considering the daily torture I received from my "peers". Age 18, I move out...go to university...and fail miserably. I've spent the last 12 years going from dead end job, to dead end job, praying at the end of each month that I have enough money for rent. My longest relationship was 1 month, going years in between relationships. I have spent about half of my adult life alone with 2 major relationships under my belt. The first being my ex-fiance. We met, she got pregnant and we were together for 3 years...then she left me for an ex-con that she fell in love with. I went seriously in to debt to get custody of my daughter...so far in to debt that I had to ask my parents to raise her for me because I can barely afford ... |
| Posted by shitty at October 30, 2009 |
my life sucks worse than i can imagine ... i have no j\ob no girl no friends im sick... fat lazy stupid an asshole a dumb sloppy pushover nobody.... i have to move away from here fast but i have no cash surly there is a better fucking way...
shitty |
| Posted by anonymous at October 30, 2009 |
Alcoholic Abusive dad
Drug addicted mom
Bullied at school
In debt
No friends
No girl friend
Not even a proper meal everyday.
Do I have to say more? |
| Posted by anonymous at October 29, 2009 |
I fell in love with this girl and for a year everything was great. Then she cheats on me, twice. We break up. A year later I fall in love again. This girl brings up my ex all the time. Won't drop all the shit that happened, like it was my choice. Next pregnant, married. My Grandfather gets cancer. Baby born then dies after 13 days. Divoriced. Then my cousin hangs himself. 4 years! It never fucking stops. |
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