This isn't my story but more of a bi*ch about life. Firstly, i wouldn't be on this site unless i hated life. I'm old enough to have gone thru a lot of sh@t and young enough to know theres worse ahead. Life has always been a bi*ch to me, i can't even remember a time when there wasn't a low point in it. Happiness makes a cameo appearance every now and then but is soon quickly snuffed out.
Life makes it hell for those who aren't fit or as good looking as actors. I mean who hasn't felt the sting of losing someone to a more good looking friend. Who hasn't been overlooked because they were too short or too fat? And who hasn't had the oh so indescribable pain of unrequited love?
Life seems to love kicking u while ur down and throwing salt into the open wounds, financial hardship, abuse, loneliness, darkness, emptiness.
Death is a welcomed friend and even he seems to not want me. I'm not scared of death, what happens after death makes no difference to me. Nothingness is still better than this.
Life is cruel and if it were possible i would make it suffer. There are no words that i could use to describe the amount of suffering i would inflict. I would have my revenge.
I know those who are reading this prolly agree or can relate. If so add a comment so that you let every1 know that life is an a**hole that treats you like sh@t too. | |
I know how you feel. I would think that if I could take life and do what I want to it, no one, not even myself, could fathom or conceptualize the amount of suffering I would impose on it. I would enjoy it far too much.
But then I think, would that solve any problems? When someone murders another person, and they are given the death penalty, are the families any happier? Usually it is the case that they are no happier than before.
When in doubt, live life one day at a time, one hour at a time, one minute at a time. "What do I have to do later today?", just get that done. Ignore the flashy cars and the beautiful people the media tries to portray. Just zone it out, and do your thing. Planning ahead is good, but fuck that at a time like this.
I like to think of myself as a freight train (metaphorically, not physically). I'm just gonna do my thing. Someone gets in my way? Well you know what will happen. Get out the way, bitch. And after you slam the shit out of that obstacle, you just keep doin' your thing.
Good luck.
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