my life really sucks, today's my birthday and it went bad, it was just like any ordinary day, ugh... no boys like me they think im just to ugly and fat. there's this boy i like so much, and all i want is just to be his girl so bad, all i do is think bout him, i wake up thinking bout him, go to sleep thinking bout him. All my friends are like just talk to him, but i can't what if he doesn't like me what if he thinks im ugly, i mean i am fat what boy wants a fat girl, i hate the way i look, and what if we did start talking then all his boys will probably laugh, and be like we you talking to her, ughhh i hate my life so much, it's not even funny. i try to stay positive and but i can't it really hurts, things just get worst and worst. i don't even care bout life anymore. why this shit gotta happen to me. i'm always emotional and gotta put on a fake smile everyday, when life just really suckss. well my life at least.. |
but don't be too hard on yourself.nobody's perfect and so on.you know it.give yourself a chance.i mean what not to love about you? discover more nice interesting things about yourself and you will see that you're uniqe! you're cool!
Look pal you've gotta lighten up and stop punishing yourself - your confidence and self esteem levels are way to low to get in a relationship right now. If you don't respect yourself how the hell do expect guys to respect you or even take you seriously. If you think you're overweight join the gym start eating healthy - respecting your body is the first step to emotional/mental stength which guys classify as 'hot' - trust me they don't want a girl that just falls at their feet easily - they want a challenge man!! One night stands are just releasing their 'testosterone pressure' - they don't ever remember the girls name or care about their well being after all's over. Wait to be wooed girl...if he's not interested move on - he's not worth it...
keep it real bud
Good luck nd happy b day
Girls seem to really take birthdays seriously. What is your birthday really about to you? is it presents? is it the fact that friends SHOULD remember your birthday? your birthday should be celebrated as another successful year added to your life.
I understand that sometimes we will feel like crap, but why say your life sucks just becuase some guy won't talk to you? if he's not chasing you, oh well, you move on with life.
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