I used to have a great relationship with my family. We're just barley on speaking terms right now. I am finally at the conclusion that my life long dream will never happen as long as I live. I spent 24 years chasing this dream all for nothing but a lot of wasted time money and a lot of heart ache and rejection. Now I'm 35 and trying to change careers but I'm full of fear and
dought that I don't have what it takes to be ambitious and successful. For the first time ever, either moving away from my family or suicide actually feel like real possibilities to me. (my relationship with my family was the only thing stopping me before)
Im broke, I may or may not be an alcoholic. I hate everyone and everything. Nothing excites me or motivates me any more. | |
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