I have no friends... I suck at everything... I'm lonely and very shy... I have no special talents...I'm unlucky, clumsy, and stupid... My parents work too much because we're a big family... I love my family so much... It's the only thing that keeps me from killing myself... I would give them and do anything to keep them happy. Tonight I went out with some friends, and one of them told me I was boring to talk with.. That I was to shy and to boring... In front if everyone !
It's been Two months that I've liked someone, a guy named Tom... He's an amazing guy. But I got rejected by him last weekend when I told him I like him. I'm unhappy. I know I'm exaggerating because there are kids who are starving to death, who have no family and are in much worst situation than me... But I can't continue my life being like this.. I really need help. I have nobody to talk too. I certainly can't talk to my family about this, my parents have got enough problems. | |
Talking about your feelings with your parents will bring you closer. That is what family is for- to help each other during the good and bad times! It would devastate your family for sure, if you were to jump off the preverbial cliff. It wouldn't accomplish anything, except bring sorrow into their lives. So, please, do not do it. Instead, seek out a therapist. All these "feelings" of lonliness and low self-esteem are obviously eating you alive, and you shouldn't feel like killing yourself. You could actually be suffering from depression and not even know it? When was the last time you had a check up with your doctor? They can run blood tests to see if everything is normal. Alot of times, depression can stem from a chemical imbalance in your body, and with a few tweaks(medication) you could feel like a whole new person! A while back, I was constantly tired and lathargic, which caused me to be depressed. It turned out that my thyroid was not functioning properly, and with medication, it completely took care of the problem. In anycase, get a physical to make sure your body is working the way it should. I'd also recommend talking to a therapist. Find someone you click with, and they can give you the tools to cope with your feelings of self-doubt. But just remember- your family loves you, confide in them, find strength together-
Good luck-
Cursed
And when you open up to the world, people will start noticing you and liking you, cuz honestly it's not their fzult if you keep avoiding them and hiding them... they aren't geniuses...
And like how the fuck would you have talents if you don't do anything cuz your afraid of people.. they aren't gonna rape you... Just say fuck it and do what you want... And don't look at it like ''Ohh, I'm young and I have a long way to go and so many happy memories comming ahead and bla bla bla...'' Try thinking ''If I don't get off my ass today while I;m young and while it's easy to do anything and practically get away with it, then certainly I won't be doing it later when I'm old with a family to take care of...'' You got like what? $0 years ahead of you, 40 days?? Who knows maybe minutes...
Just say fuck it and live it :D
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