Every morning when I open my eyes, I am again hit by the realization that I have absolutely no purpose... no reason to get out of bed. I don't have a job, I don't have friends, I don't have a single thing to do. My life is completely empty, devoid of any sort of meaning. I am like a fish in a bowl, constantly swimming around with no goal... no thought, just mindless existence. I occasionally attempt to break free from this swirling monotony that is my life, but I just can't seem to ever break free. I no longer can stand it. Everyday is another waste. I look around and see people I once knew passing me by, creating a life of their own, and I feel like I'm stuck in this static environment where nothing ever changes. Thanks for listening, back around the bowl I go. | |
It sounds to me like you are depressed. When was the last time you had a physical? Make an appointment with your doctor to get you blood work done. You could be lacking in vitamins or unfortunately, there may be something more serious? I experienced a really toxic breakup a few years back. I was crying non-stop, couldn't think straight, and all I wanted to do was sleep. My doctor placed me on Paxil, and within a week, I was feeling better. I wasn't experiencing the lows of my obsessive mind- beating me up. I could focus and concentrate. In anycase, you've got to pull yourself out of the slump you're in, because NOBODY is going to do it for you! Get out of bed! Get dressed, make yourself go outside, and find something to do just to get you out of your house. Find a job- any job to earn income and to get the ball rolling. Working will improve your self-esteem and self-worth. It will give you something TO DO! And who knows, you may make a friend or two?
I wish you luck-
You can do it-
Cursed
it instantly grabbed me and i wished you continued the story on further so i could keep reading! seriouslt write a book!! lol
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