LIFE SUCKS

at last heart will break

hi im not saying a story this is fact ,
i live in hyderabad now i am pursuing graduation second year i dont have lot of friends in my life , because im very choosy about my friends ,i think that in which organisation we live we will choose that life style only, i met a cue girl in my graduation first year she was like a princess for me , welove each other a lot , she has gone out of hyderabad with his father , she came after six months and joined the college , now she was avoiding me when i enquired her friend said she got married and later she also convinced that she got married. When i asked the reason she said that his father forced her to marry his cousin. I tried to end my life two,but i was been hospitalised and now iam well with only my health my life got spoiled my aims got away from my life i am just waiting for my death to come and take away my life,but this is also not happening i am sick ,and i know that nothing is with me nor my love not my death even my life is not with me.