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am i possessed?

Posted by anonymous at January 31, 2012
Tags: Attitude  2012 January

I don't know what is wrong with me. I can't control my mania. i have feeling that i am evil a lot though i always do or try to do the right thing in regards to not stealing, making myself helpful to people in need. i am not the most thoughtful person but try to be. I just dont understand why i have these fits. I live with my brother i think he is mentally abusive as well as a kind guy to me. 1/2 the time he tells me how i should live, whats wrong in my life etc, without giving me time to speak. he aggs me on and will follow me around the house where i can't avoid it and end up exploding. I always end up the bad guy in our family. what is wrong with me. i end up wanting to die. this hurts my mother a lot. I feel worse. I can't control how i feel about my life. I need to move out of my parents home, trying to save the money and i believe life will get better. Why can't it be now i try meditating, yoga, praying, life gets better for a week and then i explode. What can i do. i feel socially inadequate as well often wanting to straight up avoid seeing or speaking to people even my co-workers.
I often want to tell my father im not in the mood to talk, but thats rude to do, but i still tell him. is it that rude? I know once he passes I''ll wish i could hear his hour long stories that should only take 5 minutes, but i don't now, and this causes an angry feeling in me. I sometimes tell him i don't want to conversate, sometimes i just listen. Am i evil, i know im bitchy and unhappy.


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By anonymous at 15,Feb,12 20:12

Have you given your life to jesus, you say you are praying but are you praying to him that will listen? Everyone is born of sin and is "evil". Jesus can change you and your life. Matthew 11:29 "Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls, for my yoke is easy and my burden is light". Jesus said he will not turn away from anyone who calls his name. He loves you as much as he loves anyone else, he died on the cross for you and me as payment for our sins. He wants to give you a life worth living. Accept him as your lord and savior, ask for forgiveness of your sin and he will give you everlasting life. He will give you a new heart and change you.
By at 18,Feb,12 09:40

Trust me, I have given my heart and soul to Jesus and it really helps. No matter if you believe in religion or not. Just do it and it will make you feel a lot better if you already haven't.
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