Stuck Pushed on to the wall.
|Posted by Johny at January 30, 2012|
|Tags: 2012 January Money|
I i be turning 21 this June 18th and i done a GED and here in Europe i have to retake exams (Fuk that as there alot harder than in USA) I can study but i do not have the time or no one will help me out well i can try khanacademy.
Right now i have a broken finger so i can not work for at least a month and more.
My mom even my dad have little money.
My mother now lives with another guy who is a ass hole and pain the ass who thinks he is a know it all kind of like my mother who is something similar a know it all and always right type. Which i hate people like this well my father is something similar but he likes video games and is pretty chill type of guy so thank god for that at least.
I moved from the States Florida four years ago now i live in the Czech Republic four years now and here it sucks ball no work very little work here and a lot of corruption.
Right now my parents are in a attitude of hes old enough he can now go out live. Hell yeah i want to go out to the world and take care of myself have my own place my own finance i want that but right now i have a broken finger and have no money no where to go no friends here in the CZ well one or two who do not care so much so to be honest i have here zero true friends i do have one or two friends in the States (USA) but i do not have the money to go back to the States for a long time now like after the summer when i earn the money and go for it.
But until than i have to be here living this living hell no money no privacy well i am getting yelled at and have to listen to all the criticism and to telling what to do what to not do. And if i do something about it than they just say shut up and get out tomorrow out of the house just fuking great!
So i have to shut the fuk up do what they say and behave like a fuking hamster for a month to two months just fuking great !
If i was younger it be something else well kind of its still rude attitude but that is another story.
So i be a little bitch to my mother and her man and a little boy to my father or be a fucking man ?
But if i be a man right now i be on the streets which its here damm winter argh.
So i am out of options if i stand up for myself i get a reply back from my mother who than tells her man that i go back to my father but my father he takes me for a week to two weeks than i am at my mothers place for a week.
I do not know what to do i am just i da bad situation.