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Trying to find happiness

Posted by anonymous at April 3, 2012
Tags:  2012 April

It seems like I have been suffering from depression off and on for most of my life. Despite that, I've managed to get an education and a job. It was often a struggle but I've always wanted a "normal life". It had been hard for me and I pushed on with the hope of having a wife and family one day. I had a major breakdown in 1988 and for the last 25 years I've been suffering from OCD and depression. I take meds and sometimes it's good sometimes not so much.

More recently, I thought I would try to fulfill one of my life-long dreams which was to have a child. I couldn't get my girfriend/wife to agree to have one. Then finally she made up her mind and we tried for a while then more recentlty she changed her mind on the matter and now has decided not to. This has made me kind of lose a bit of hope because that was something I've been dreaming about for years. Realistically, I'm too old now so I'm stuck trying to find something of value to do with my life. I know life could be worse but there are days when one questions things. When I get down my OCD gets worse too which is not good. I worry about things endlessly. I came accross this website so I thought I'd write. Sometimes it's hard to know where to vent...


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By anonymous at 03,Apr,12 20:10

stop dwelling on yourself and find someone less fortunate to help; volunteer in a homeless shelter or at an animal shelter.
By anonymous at 04,Apr,12 13:50

Thanks, I've thought of stuff like that


By anonymous at 04,Apr,12 00:09

I would say your problem is your wife if she refuses to have children with you then why are you married to her?


By anonymous at 04,Apr,12 06:08

Yes, you can volunteer your time somewhere or perhaps sign up to be a big brother. It's kind of like being the cool fun uncle that comes around once a week or so for a few hours. It's impossible to be the bad guy. Good luck.


By anonymous at 04,Apr,12 07:07

What you need to do is punch your silly butterfaced wife in the face and scream at her something that goes like this: 'If you don't let me have a kid i'm going to kick your lardy butt out of the house until you make up your mind and agree to try to have one. You silly thick piece of shit!


By anonymous at 04,Apr,12 14:02

Dump the fat bitch. Get a new skinny bitch. Have lots of sex with the skinny bitch and get her pregnant. Have a baby with the skinny bitch.
P.S.: If the skinny bitch doesnt want to have a child, then dump her ass and repeat the process until you achieve success.


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