I'm 45 and have already lost two husbands. My first husband died 6 yrs. ago at the age of 38. He was the LOVE of my life. We were together for over 20 yrs. and have 2 kids. Then I tried love again 3 yrs. ago and he died in June of 2011 at the age of 47. What is wrong with me? I can't keep a husband alive. I outlive all of them. I'm terrified to ever marry again, but I don't like screwing around either. I HATE being alone. All the widows I know can't relate to me because I'm much, much younger than them. I'm truly alone in every sense. Nobody understands. | |
Her: I lost two spouses in a row, please tell me how to stop killing my husbands!
"Fortuneteller": You haven't been generous enough with your wealth! You're holding on too tightly to material possessions which is creating an unhealthy aura. That will be 105 bucks.
Try fortune telling, it may help, one never knows. Is like turning to God only when one is desperate and one never knows. Of course history and science tells us way enough about the existence of our God.
Screw you and you god as he has never talked to you directly before and never will. Regardless of such simple fact, you insist on going so far to tell other that is the source while in the case of the original poster has no way in rationalising all those suffering for watching her husbands dying on her.
Apparently you misunderstood my comment and think that I am blaming her for her husnabd's deaths. Don't try to understand, you don't have the right mentality for it, stay away from my comment, you nameless stupid.
You some kind of vegan who had never cooked a nice meal for your loved one. You deny the simple truth that human kill in order to cook. You lack the intellect to understand that human life is way more valuable than the food one consumes. You understand on human interaction is so tiny that you failed to understand cuting living food is neither motivated by hate nor anger, but hunger and the needs to express one's desperation.
The most evil thing for you to do is to tell others to follow moral teachings that is dedicated to the mass which has no fucking used for those who never had found them useful and are about to kill them-self on lifesuck.
I am in the position to give advice with my intellect and you can shove you common sense and moral-teaching-for-kids up your own ass and heart, so that you can live like a respectable person in your own small life and forget about helping those who are hurt so much that you have no way of comprehenting their suffering and comtemplaing on their possible ways out with your non-existent wisdom.
You are just hiding behind great words and disciplines, do tear them off and none of your goodygoody brainstorm can be deemed valuable by those who are on the brink of collapse either mentally or physically. Don't take it the wrong way, I have just invested my time to try and enlight you, thus have tried to make this site a better place for others to use.
Don't start getting superstitious now, strong as the temptation to do must be for you. You didn't say what both your husbands died of. It could be they had something in common, a health condition or exposure to something that wasn't good for them. If I were you, and if you haven't done it already, I'd move away to a new place.
Find a good online forum, an unconventional one, and meet some people where you can talk openly. I don't believe in 'screwing around' either and if you're not that kind, there's no good sense in trying it at this stage in life. You don't seem so unapproachable that people of any age couldn't relate to you. I'd talk to you and I am nearly ten years older; big deal. You just need more interesting friends.
To the OP: you spent 20 years with your soul mate, thats more than alot of us get. Be glad you had the time you did. i would rather be you than me. 32 years old and never found him.
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