I read through the topics here and I'm sorry but most of you are just whining about minor crap thinking you have it bad, I would trade places with any of you any day...
I am a disabled guy with a severe health condition that has left me relying on my parents to take care of me. I have lost my independence, all my friends, my job and I have no social life because i can no longer get outside to do things by myself.
The worst part is I caused my own disability by doing something really stupid which I don't want to say here because there may be people out there who could recognize me from my story. I did something harmful to myself because I was so upset about being gay and attracted to younger boys.
Life is so horrible and cruel for some of us because you don't get to choose who you feel attracted to and for me I turned out to be a god dam monster because I find little boys attractive and that makes me a fucking pedophile. Its heartbreaking and a nightmare of a situation to be in, I would do anything to be normal but I'm not and every day I just wish I could die.
Love is such a precious gift and I have been denied something so precious and meaningful because I can never be in a relationship, I can never be loved or be with anyone because my attraction is wrong and inappropriate. I have to spend my entire fucking life alone and isolated never knowing or feeling love because I just don't have any feelings for adults.
On top of all that crap I also have this disability and I feel totally damaged both emotionally and physically. I spend everyday by myself, my bedroom has become like my prison cell and when I look outside it makes me cry because I see a world I can never be part of, I am missing out on life and there is no cure both for my disability and for being a pedophile, the only cure for me is death but because of my parents I have to put up with this shit life just so they don't get hurt by my suicide. | |
You use sexuality as a tool to discriminate and you fail at life and you fail at reading because I never said anything about "kid can be capable of love with an adult" you're the one who said that, so don't try to put your own crap in my mouth you idiot, Obviously you're the sick perverted one if you're going to bring up that type of love between kids and adults.
I never said anything about acting on my attraction but obviously your a deceptive bastard that lies about people trying to imply shit I never even said. If there is a retard here its you, in fact you made me feel so lucky that I am not a retard bigot like you that hates on innocent people. thank god the world isn't full of idiots like you that try to throw people in prison for being born with feelings of love towards younger people. Who the fuck do you think you are trying to condemn me for existing with the feelings I have, you know what I hope to god you have a child that ends up becoming a pedophile, someone as ignorant and full of hate like you deserves it, lets hope you don't end up drowning your own kid in the bath tub
Anyway dude, I hate to say it and you don't have to do this, but it probably would be better off for you to kill yourself or have someone you trust euthanize you. It's nearly impossible for you to live a productive life in the state of mind you're in. If I were in your situation, that's would I would do. You will no longer have to live your life in fear, pain, and isolation and you will be in that state of absence like before you were born (unless you're religious, then you're going to hell but that's all bullshit imo). No worries. You will also take some burden off of your parents. They'll be upset for a while, but realize one day they'll be too old to take care of you, and will hardly be able to take care of themselves. I've seen it happen. Again, that's just my opinion.
If you want to press start and continue life, find a way to make it better for yourself. You're gay (which is perfectly fine in the 21 century, fuck the religious freaks), you attracted to guys over 16? If so, go online and find a boyfriend. If not and you feel you have to get off to child porn, don't act on it. If you do, try not to get caught watching it, your life will be 1000x worse in prison on some sex offender charges. If anything, just PLEASE do not molest a child and you'll be fine. You may have to live a life of celibacy but it's not as bad as it seems, some people do it. If you can't find sexual love, find love in another form. Life, friends, a hobby, or some other productive shit. Other than that, talk to a councilor or just anybody and make sure you tell them everything you just typed here. It's the only way you'll get past it if you want to live a regular life. Oh and try to become independent cause as I said, your parents wont be there forever. Good luck with that, PEACE.
P.S. what did you do to yourself, cut off your penis or something? Damn. That's my guess.
FIRST OF ALL LEARN TO READ YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!! He said he had the feelings but never acted on it and would never act on it which is why he is upset about dying alone. Yet you fucking illiterate cunts are saying shit like he belongs in prison and preaching to him about kids not being capable of relationship! YOU THINK HE DOESN'T FUCKING KNOW THAT YOU DUMBFUCK?? If he thought it was okay to have sex with kids when wouldn't be complaining about the loneliness and lack of love. sex and romance!! Use your fucking brains you fucking MORONS!! That's if you have any intelligence!
Seriously. Video games destroyed my relationships with my girlfriend and my family. They are all consuming.
If you start now, and get addicted (which you will), then you won't ever think about anything else.
You can have fun from your bedroom, you don't need any physical ability.
Seriously video games should be prescribed for people like you. It will save you!
Also sounds like you swallow a lot of it too! fucking ignorant cocksucker!
Shut the fuck up you smelly cripple!
Why don't you just find a nice babyfur cub (look it up) and pretend? It's not the same, I know. While being attracted to children itself isn't wrong, acting upon it by abusing or using someone is. Being with someone like that may be enough to settle the urges. You could see a psychiatrist/psychologist if it becomes too much. I'm sorry.
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