what a stupid life. After getting depression or after coming to new york my life became a hell. No fun, got serious in-lwas who don't know to enjoy the life. I was better before my married life. Depression did't go away, got a baby who gives me smile but I'm stuck between my in-laws boring life and they expect me the same way, if I want to do something they jealous and I'm the person who doesn't want to hurt anyone. Stuck with my parents tension, they bring there everyday problems to me and my sucking job. Its so-called part-time but my hours are about 30 a week. Got home tired, my mom takes care of my little child but I know she got frustrated very quickly and how she keeps my baby in my absent that I know and I'm not happy with that. I want to stay with my baby but need money as well. My co-workers are such gossips and I hate gossips people. Nobody understands that my in-lwas give me problem so don't give me more tension. My mom doesn't understand me either. Now I'm so irritate with my life that I'm living a sucking life. | |