yesterday... i stole my sisters atm card and drew 60 dollars off it. a friend and i went and bought some pump it and did a couple of nice issues, got pretty faded. we invited some girls over to my house to get drunk and i nearly fucked one of them, i would have done it but i couldnt get it up. we had gotten them drunk and high on spice, and they stayed the night while my sister, who is supporting me, stayed the night at work after spending the day in the hospital with her boyfriend who had just been in a bad car accident. this morning i sent the girls home, and cleaned up the house real good just before my sis came home. she had no idea anything had happened.
i am in my late 20's, unemployed, and a meth addict. i am a father of three kids who were put into foster care while i was in jail. i went to jail for felony resisting arrest, and old misdemeanor drug charges. i spent 4 months in jail, it could have been more. while i was in jail, my girlfriend broke up with me for some dike. then she delved deeper into her addiction, and practically abandoned my kids so she could run amuck and get spun. a month before i get out of jail, she gets arrested at the place she was staying. she had warrants, but the cops were called there on suspicion of burglary. when she went to jail, child welfare services took our kids into custody, and put them in a foster home. i get out of jail a month later, and they want to adopt my kids, and terminate my parental rights. so now i am doing an outpatient drug therapy program, drug testing, NA/AA meetings, parenting classes and my weekly supervised visits to prove to the court that i am a good father. i love my kids very much, they are beautiful, and the thought of them being adopted kills me. for them to be lost because of my selfish actions while i was in the wickedness of my addiction.
i have been looking for a job pretty hard since i got out of jail, and time and time again, i am turned down. i am broke as hell, no car, things i gotta do all the time. what alarms me about myself here recently is my behavior. i have been getting drunk and pumped up for a couple of months now, when i should be clean and sober, well technically i am clean, i havent used meth for almost 8 months, and thats my drug of choice. i am increasingly beoming more and more desparate for money, and i find myself doing things that are unsavory, like a miniturized version of what i used to be while i was in my addiction. i feel like the only thing i really need in life is a job right now, i havent had a real job since i was 19. i never had a real job during my addiction, and my family always lived off of welfare and food stamps. the longer i live like this, with no hope and days just washing on by, i find myself darkening inside... what i want to do is have a job and a place by the time my gf gets out of jail so that we can have somewhere to live and somewhere to bring our kids home. she gets out soon, but yet i have nothing for her to come home to. we wont be able to be together, and she will have to go back to her old neighborhood and possibly her old ways. i do love her, and i do not want her to have to go back to that old shitty life. i want to save her, but i dont know if i will be able to do it. i just want to have a job and a stable life, normal problems and saving money and bills and all of that shit, but something is stopping me from getting what i want. if its god... why does it seem like i am to fade away into a failure? is my purpose here to live or to die... am i doomed to become a hollow pit of despair?! nothing but failure and wasted talent, sick, sick thoughts and a reluctant acceptance of my fate as a deadbeat loser?!!! i fucking hate my life... but the line between hate and love is thin... and all it would take is one good opportunity to change that. we will see... im tired... im just damn tired...lol i would appreciate any advice. thanks for taking the time to read about my sad life... | |
My name is Jessica Ruiz from Florida I have to give this miraculous testimony, which is so unbelievable until now. I had a problem with my Ex husband 2years ago, which lead to our break up. when he broke up with me, I was not my self again, i felt so empty inside me, my love and financial situation became worst, until a close friend of mine Lucy told me about a spell caster who helped her in the same problem too his name is Dr Iyaryi. I email Dr Iyaryi of odulduspelltemple@yahoo.com the spell caster and i told him my problem and i did what he asked of me, to cut the long story short. Before i knew what was happening my husband gave me a call and told me that he was coming back to me in just 2days and was so happy to have him back to me. We have two kids together and we are happy with ourselves. Thanks to Dr Shiva for saving my relationship and for also saving others own too. continue your good work, If you are interested to contact him and testify this blessings like me, the great spell caster email address is: odulduspelltemple@yahoo.com you are the best among all the spell caster online I hope you see my testimonies and also pray for my family too.
My name is Andy Sowers,i live in Australia,and I'm happily married to a lovely and caring wife,with two kids.A very big problem occurred in my family seven months ago,between me and my wife.so terrible that she took the case to court for a divorce.she said that she never wanted to stay with me again,and that she didn't love me anymore.So she packed out of my house and made me and my children passed through severe pain. I tried all my possible means to get her back,after much begging,but all to no avail.and she confirmed it that she has made her decision,and she never wanted to see me again.
So on one evening,as i was coming back from work,i met an old friend of mine who asked of my wife.So i explained every thing to her,so she told me that the only way i can get my wife back,is to visit a spell caster,because it has really worked for her too.So i never believed in spell,but i had no other choice,than to follow her advice. Then she gave me the email address of the spell caster whom she visited.{dodoplaceofservation@yahoo.com
So the next morning,i sent a mail to the address she gave to me,and the spell caster assured me that i will get my wife back the next day.What an amazing statement!! I never believed,so he spoke with me,and told me everything that i need to do. Then the next morning, So surprisingly, my wife who didn't call me for the past seven {7}months,gave me a call to inform me that she was coming back.So Amazing!! So that was how she came back that same day,with lots of love and joy,and she apologized for her mistake,and for the pain she caused me and my children. Then from that day,our relationship was now stronger than how it were before,by the help of a spell caster.
So, i will advice you out there to kindly visit the same website {dodoplaceofservation@yahoo.com
},if you are in any condition like this,or you have any problem related to "bringing your ex back.
So thanks to the dodoplaceofservation for bringing back my wife,and brought great joy to my family once again.
{dodoplaceofservation@yahoo.com
Thanks...
To all my fellow ladies out there who are still finding them selves of my old situation,my name is CLARA THOMPSON and i am here to tell you all about my life this is my testimony and the great experience i have had with life, i was married for good 15years with no issue(child) i was so worried my husband was getting furious i never blamed him because he was very patient with me since all this years,i needed help so bad i went to different hospitals to see what was wrong with my womb and why i cant give birth to my own baby.the doctors always confirm that i dont have a problem,it hurts me deep when ever i see my friends breast feeding their own babies and also inviting me for their baby shower and naming ceremonies.i had no option i always attended hoping that one day i will blessed with my own child.my life was turned upside down i was ashamed of my self my mother inlaw was putting pressure on my husband to get another wife my husband declined because he truely loves me and wanted me to be the mother of his children,i needed help and had no where else to turn to.till a very good day when i was browsing through the internet i read about a spell caster that helps people to get their lover back win their money back,i never saw anything referring to the help of childlessness i just had to try this great spell caster,i contacted the spell and told him about my problem and he told me that my problem is very easy for him to handle i was shocked and thought maybe he is just trying to take advantage of my present situation,i gave it a thought and finally concluded on giving it a try.i did all the spell caster required and he told me to go and make love with my husband.this happend in june 12-2012 and i got pregnant i was so happy and this year february 22 -2013 i got my first baby girl (DISNEY) i was very thankful to this great spell caster for the great help he has rendered and for coming to my rescue when everything i had turned against me now i have my life back and my husband is so happy with me and he is telling me about having a another child for him as soon as possible.i want to use this medium or opportunity to tell all my fellow ladies who are going through my previous situation that all hope is not lost if you need the help of this great spell caster you can contact him via email kalakutaspells@gmail.com you might just be the next to give your own testimony.
My name is Sophie,“My life is back!!! After 8 years of marriage, my husband left me and left me with our three kids. I felt like my life was about to end, and was falling apart. Thanks to a spell caster called DR.OLOKUN which i met via email on priestolokun@yahoo.com tel.+2348182743275
Reply ?you can as we contact her email jujumanlovespell@gmail.com
this special spell caster when i went to Africa to Execute some
business..He is really powerful..My wife divorce me with no reason for
almost 4 years and i tried all i could to have her back cos i really love
her so much but all my effort did not work out.. we met at our early age at
the college and we both have feelings for each other and we got married
happily for 5 years with no kid and she woke up one morning and she told me
she’s going on a divorce..i thought it was a joke and when she came back
from work she tender to me a divorce letter and she packed all her loads
from my house..i ran mad and i tried all i could to have her back but all
did not work out..i was lonely for almost 4 years…So when i told the spell
caster what happened he said he will help me and he asked for her full name
and her picture..i gave him that..At first i was skeptical but i gave it a
try cos h ave tried so many spell casters and there is no solution…so when
he finished with the readings,he got back to me that she’s with a man and
that man is the reason why she left me…The spell caster said he will help
me with a spell that will surely bring her back.but i never believe all
this…he told me i will see a positive result within 3 days..3 days
later,she called me herself and came to me apologizing and she told me she
will come back to me..I cant believe this,it was like a dream cos i never
believe this will work out after trying many spell casters and there is no
solution..The spell caster is so powerful and after that he helped me with
a pregnancy spell and my wife got pregnant a month later..we are now happy
been together again and with lovely kid..This spell caster has really
changed my life and i will forever thankful to him..he has helped many
friends too with similar problem too and they are happy and thankful to
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