My dad has skitsifrinia and my mom broke up with him when I was six beacase he had a drinking problem and they always fought. He used to think she was going to see other men and he followed us when we went to shop and other places. We left when he was asleep and I always thought about what terrible feelings he would have had to see all he cared about gone. I thought it was all my fault. I had my first girl freind when I was in 6th grade, then at the end of the year she left me for a jerk. A part of me died that day. I would have never left her for any one no matter what. I use to visit my dad with my grandma and have lots of fun.He didnt even trust me, he once asked what my name was. Then one night my dad got drunk and attacked one of the guys a the home. The he went to a hospital and and i havent seen him since. Then my grandma had a surgery with her foot and now she is just rotting away. My mom continued to see other men entil she fuound a nice guy taht i got used to then they broke up after 3 years. I had lost 2 dads already. My only two friends take advantage of me and one always takes his anger out one us. I feel that I cant trust anyone because they will just hurt me like everyone else has in my life. I spend most of my time reading books to take my mind off all the crap. | |
I hope that you get threw this time, and I also hope that the mental gene skips you. My friend at g 23 got the same mental illness as your father. It is controlled by abilify, and he is doing really well. He has mostly A's and b's in college, and he is almost back to ormal completely. Soon he can stop the meds and just take anxiety pills and one for slight depression.
When you are younger things seem so bad, like its the end of the world, but once you get older the world gets larger, and your problems get fewer. So hang in there, life gets much better .
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