let me start by saying the only reason i am writing this is so that maybe some person will read it and feel similar so keep your nasty hatefull comments to yourself.I am only 17 and i know it's stupid and immature to hate life this young but lately I just wonder is anything I do going to matter or am i just another insignifigant spec like most people? no offense meant I just look around and all I seem to see is people repeating the same bullshit everyday and i wonder is that all there is?working for some corporation that doesnt give a shit about you. Then forking that hard earned money to either another corporation or person for food shelter etc. then eventually like everyone else dying in one of one hundred trillion ways. its just to damn sad and meager why, why do we spend our lives wasting our time never really accomplishing anything. and even if we do accomplish something great we spend our whole lives trying to do that one great thing only to wake up one day and realize your 60 years old and that great thing you spent your whole life on will eventually wither from exsistence or be replaced by soomething new. to me this life is seeming quite meaningless and inconsiquential. of late I find myself daydreaming for most of the day just to try to escape the harshness of my own sad pathetic reality. I would much rather be doing something or anything else just so long as it brings real lasting meaning to my short abysmal life. And I know I sound like a real ass but seriously if your reading this please any POSITIVE advice including a hard reality bitchslap would help if anyone else feels the same please I need advice and quick | |
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Watch ''The Arrivals'' on youtube. Watch number one and two, three, four ... up to 52. Each part is approximately ten minutes. Watch it all and it will show you the truth of this life and whats really behind the closed curtains. It's an eye opener.
Take care and wishing you a righteous path full of light.
It's really up to you. You are right, most of the people end up in repetitive jobs in some corporation. I call them sheeps. Sheeps are happy in the weekends, when they have family parties or have friends at home to watch tv.
Sheeps are necessary in the world. Someone has to do that job.
Sheeps are followers. If you want to find a meaning you need to be a leader, a searcher. You need to have passion for something and you will end up having a talent.
Most of us just wait for their life to be significant, but never really do anything significant to change it. And then they complain.
You are 17, and can think of your career now. There is nothing you can't do if you really want to. The world is huge, and you have huge opportunities.
But your bitter words kill all the beauty you have around, change attitude, take charge of your life, and give a meaning to it, or you can do "what's right" and have a boring life (for you), and when you are 60 you realize you lost all the opportunities you had.
I am 41. I never felt like you do. I am a happy person. It works.
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