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No Hope?

Posted by born loser at August 12, 2010
Tags: 2010 August  Loneliness

I'm an old guy now. I grew up gay...but you're the first one I've told. I grew up in church, knowing that gay was wrong. So...I did the right thing (of course) to not act on my desires. Therefore, although I did the right thing, I now am just alone. Parents: dead. Grandparents: dead. Uncles/Aunts: Dead. No spouse. I started drinkin' just 10 years ago. It helps numb the pain. I don't get close to people--cuz all the ones I loved left me. I put up walls. Now, it is me. Oh...I do own a plant. It looks sick though. I'm now 44 and too healthy to die. sucks big time. The Born Loser.


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By anonymous at 27,Aug,10 17:03

You're not alone. God knows you and loves you. You are his son. Pray to Him for comfort and peace. Pray in faith, believing he will answer your prayer. There is hope!

By anonymous at 29,Aug,10 17:52

Yeah that does suck. Sucks when it seems you're just way too healthy to hurry up and die, eh? I'm 37 years old and have been waiting and wanting to be out and done with this world and existence since I was about . . . 12 maybe? Been a while. My 18 year old nephew just got diagnosed with cancer . . . and I'm sitting here thinking "Damn! Why does he have to get it? Why not ME?" I told my sister I'd give him a blood transfusion or some part of my body if he needs it, and she was ever so greatful . . . but I know I offered that not out of benevolence, but in hoping that if I WERE to have to help him out (which I would no problem), I'd somehow die on the operating table and that would be that.

Anyway . . . Yeah. Life sucks . . . at least Earthly life does.

By anonymous at 29,Aug,10 17:56

. . . and bro . . . what's worse is that you're NOT an old guy. lol . . . Hell, if you're healthy, you might very well be kicking into your life expectancy stride at this point. Sit back and relax, therefore. At this rate, you probably have another 44 years left before you DO die. lol

Damn . . . sucks eh? :/

By anonymous at 31,Aug,10 22:38

your not old, and its not too late. go live your life you want, and be happy.

By anonymous at 01,Sep,10 02:47

hey young man !!!!!!!!
life really starts when we are forty...!!! havnt u heard naughty @ forty !!!
yup..i believe it..and u feel it.
search goes on untll laste breath...and keep going.

By Luke at 03,Sep,10 15:59

Hey there is never too late to come out and start dating man you know. And 44 thats not old come on start living dude you are not the only gay in where ever you are!!!

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