Right now, I'm so uncertain about my future. I don't know where I'm going at all, I have no goals, no motivation, no friends. I'm only 19, I have a whole life ahead of me, what am I going to do? How am I going to survive all those years. I read those stories about people who are middle aged and still friendless (no offence intended) and I get so scared. I really wish to get out of this little loop. It's just I don't know where to start making friends. Everyone I meet already has other close friends, it's hard to stick myself into any group. Not to mention that I am shy, quiet and awkward, I just can't seem to think of anything to say.
There are people I talk to, but none of them are close and none of them understand me. I find it hard to strike conversation with them, because they all have everything going for them, smart, involved, have their whole glorious future awaiting them. I feel really shrunken in their presence. I wonder how on earth I am going to find a job. I have no good communication skills, no motivation, no life... And without a job, I really am dead. My family can only support me for so long.
I need a way out! Where do I start to pick up the pieces and get my life back on track? | |
I just turned 18 and I have nothing worth living for
What I do is go outside and take in deep breaths of air i'm not sure why but it helps so much also do some volunteer work..you'll meet some people
You have to understand that life is hard and no one is going to help you you need to do things yourself
Also time passes and fast so just make the most of it
Good luck
oh my gosh. willy, are you dumb? as if you would actually say something like this on the internet to someone who's going through a tough time. No one deserves to be treated that way you obviously haven't stepped in their shoes because eve though it might not seem as hard as some things other people are saying, doesn't mean you have to be an ass like that over the internet. Get over yourself and grow a pair because you obviously have issues.
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