As I was growing up I had a mental & physically abusive dad who messed up my confidence, trust in people, everything basically.
I have been diagnosed with depression Dr thinks I may also be Bi-Polar
When I was 18 I was raped by a so called friend.
I know also have agoraphobia as well as depression.
I have No friends.
Sometimes I feel so low I wish I was dead :(
I have tryed to kill myself many times since the age of 13. | |
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You're Dad sucks. I'm sorry to hear that he hurt you...And that "friend" ought to be in jail. So, move on- talk to a therapist about the abuse. Get it off your chest. You'll feel better, trust me...
Someone or something must be watching out for you! So embrace that! Obviously, whatever power is out there, seems to think that you have a reason to be here on earth! So, go forth and find your path-
Only YOU have the power to truely change your situation!
Good luck kid-
Cursed
lives. He is offering the gift of everlasting life in heaven free of charge, its your choice whether you accept his offer.
God uses hurt and broken people in great ways. Heres a illustration: A potter will take a helpless, lifeless lump of clay and then knead it and squeeze it until it's soft and pliable. And then when he gets it just right, he takes that piece of clay and he does something called throwing, where he places the clay on a spinning table.
As that clay is placed upon that turning wheel, the potter's hands then begin to pressure the clay and work it until he makes something beautiful out of that old ugly piece of clay.
Do a youtube search for "i am second" for some great testimonies of Gods powerful impact in people's lives.
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."
Matthew 11:28
Jesus will provide for you if your willing to put your trust in him. And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus. Phil 4:19
Do not fear, for I am with you; do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, surely I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10
Casting the whole of your care [all your anxieties, all your worries, all your concerns, once and for all] on Him, for He cares for you affectionately and cares about you watchfully. 1 Peter 5:7 (AMP)
The Lord is good, a Strength and Stronghold in the day of trouble; He knows (recognizes, has knowledge of, and
understands) those who take refuge and trust in Him. Nahum 1:7 (AMP)
Have hope, all is not lost. You have so much to gain!
I found myself wondering... How stupid can you get at failing to kill yourself.
I mean rly what the fuck did you try and fail at?
Jumping off a 10 story building??? But you magically landed safely on your feet like a cat?
Cutting your wrists open??? Everyone knows if you want to die then you do a vertical cut not a horizontal one and you will surely die. Try both hands at the same time dumbass then it will surely work.
Pills???? It's easy as shit... I mean you just swallow all the pills in the fridge and sleep it away... How could you fail at that???
The fact is .... fuck this it's not worth it. If you REALLY wanted to die, I doubt that that any retard is incapable of killing himself, you just don't want to die...
You wanted more sympathy and hugs and kisses and the ''Ooooh look at the poor kid, he is so young !!! Why would he do that???'' looks. You disgust me really...
And stop being a thick pile of human shit you ignorant nigaboo!
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