LIFE SUCKS

It'll be better when you get outta school, believe me. School is a fucking joke. It's all about being popular and all that shit. So glad I graduated 2 years ago. If you want life to get better, figure out what you want to accomplish in life and go for it. Maybe it'll take you somewhere far away from where you are right now, where nobody has ever heard of the broomstick and all that shit and nobody will make fun of you for it. When you get out of school, you can be who/what you wanna be. Don't ever let anyone tell you different, man.

take ur life siriously end your school find a good intrest and end your college coz it is the way .dont woryabout the school problemes u will get throw it

you MUST find your passion and stick to your goals. At 17 you still have a chance to get out of this shit hole you are in and to make your life what you want it to be. Believe me there are more options when you are 17 than when you are 27. Take advantage of them now...dont leave it too late. You can do it! but you have to want it!

A mind on the internet is a terrible thing to waste.

start drinking with your mother and uncle

Move to the coast

Next year you'll be 18..Get OUT!!!! No matter what it takes..It aint you that's the problem. You DON'T have to be like them. Get your ass in school...Community college will do..Learn a trade get a degree whatever. LEAVE....Plan now. Don't be afraid. It will be hard, and then it will be so much better.

fuck your life. Why not leave when you are 17 if you get consent from your parents you can leave. or get a free lawyer and get permission from a judge to leave b/c you live in a bad enviroment.

YOUR LIFE SUCKS SHIT!

Okay first off what terrible comments...

I have almost the exact same story it's scary. I was the victim and threw up blood quite often.
But adversity builds character. I threw myself into 3 jobs to keep myself busy.. I then bought my own business.
Fight back with intelligence. You can be strong.
Just try.
You can do WHATEVER you put your mind to.
Chin up

At last, someone comes up with the "right" asenwr!

Your mom was a whore to start fucking your dads brother!

BN0cgg Awesome blog post. Want more.

Thanks so much for the blog post. Fantastic.

It's not your fault.

You are self medicating for a deeper problem. Drugs is your solution to a problem, not the problem itself. Whatever pain you are feeling is causing physical symptoms that you are soothing with your poison of choice. That is why it's so unbearable to be off it.

Know that it's not you. Your addiction is not you. If you are afflicted with cancer, would you call yours a bad person?

Addiction is a disease. Will power has nothing to do with it. Look up the Disease Model of Addiction. Know that it's not you, know that it's an genetic affliction that millions suffer from. Alcohol, sex, gambling, drugs, love, stealing -- all the same illness, just different manifestations. (like different type of cancers -- breast, lung, liver, etc...)

So the important question, What is your next action? By taking action, you will no longer feel like a helpless victim, you will be focusing on the solution, not the problem, focusing on hope, not despair, life, not death.

The next action is to get help. You can not do it alone. If you are afflicted with cancer or any other disease, would you say "I have to do this alone!" Or would you goto a doctor, a professional that has trained all his life to deal with this type of illness. Addiction specialist are everywhere. However, I understand that going to a professional may be way too scary as the first step. That is understandable.

So what is the right first step? Please read on. Please, take this next action. Look up a Alcoholics Anonymous meeting and go!!! It doesn't matter what drug you are addicted to, just go -- it's all the same. I know your immediate knee jerk reaction -- Hell no! But just think about this -- huge rock stars that you love go to AA, big movie stars that we wish we could be, go to AA, the world's richest, most powerful people go to AA, NBA, NFL, NASCAR pros go to AA. I could tell you who, but then I would be violating their anonymity. I'll let you in on a secret though -- during a lot of the Oscar and sports award speeches, you will see big stars thank his or her "fellows" out there -- they mean their fellows in AA. So my point -- it's not for losers -- it's for people who want the best out of life!

Just go. No one has to know about it. Just show up, sit in the back and hide if you need to, and listen. Just go. It doesn't matter what you are addicted to, just go.

You will be amazed. Everyone in that room knows EXACTLY how you feel because they feel the same thing. hey speak the same language, they know the same shame, the same self loathing, the same guilt. They know the struggle.

It will not end unless you get to a AA meeting. Those people there are not losers, they are good people at heart just like you. You will not be stooping, you will be finding people just like you with one objective -- HELP YOURSELF BY HELPING EACH OTHER.

Where else in this world can you find a place where the main goal is to be supportive, understanding, non judgmental, loving?

I will bet you $10,000 worth of your favorite poison that if you sit through one meeting, not even saying anything, just hiding in the back row, you will feel a relief that you've never imagined. Just by being in that room.

Do it now. Now. Please GOOGLE: "Alcocholoics Anonymous"

Don't think, your addiction will talk you out of it (that lying bastard that is ruining your life and wants you dead-- and you know it). If you don't try this proven solution, what is your plan B? What you have been doing? How is it going? Is it working? It never will and you know it. And here is the thing YOU DONT HAVE TO STOP in order to goto a meeting. Keep getting high off our poison, that's fine, just goto a meeting. Go get high after the meeting, thats fine. Just go and listen.

Do it now. GOOGLE: "Alcoholics Anonymous"

Go today. Tonight. They are everywhere. Do it now. If you want to love yourself again. Do it now, if you want a chance to live the life of your dreams.

Don't think. Don't listen to that crafty lair in your head. Just do it.

Here it is again. GOOGLE: "Alcoholics Anonymous"

When you go, you will have to say that you are an "alcoholic" if you decide to introduce yourself (you don't have to) -- but everyone there knows "alcoholic" is code for "any kind of addiction." After you get settled into things, you can goto meetings that are specific to your brand of addiction.

I was 100X worse than you. I have been happy and clean for EIGHT YEARS. I don't want drugs or drink because it just plain feels better! Can you imagine that? I couldn't. But its true. If someone like me can do it, and actually enjoy life, then I have zero doubt that you can.

You are worth it.