I grew up at a small town with many many other children in my street.
I was around 7 or 8 and i got bullied alot. I was strong, but i couldn't take it. They took my stuff, called me this ''bad'' word which i really really didn't like. I hated life, they threw snowballs at our house when there was snow and made me insane. I even attacked them with several things but nothing changed until . . .
They stopped, they realised that this wasn't right.
From that day on, those kids at my street acted nice,cool and i became friends with them. 7 years later here i am. 15 years old. My mother had breastcancer 5 years ago, i haven't cried since i was 9. I didn't even cry when my mother had breastcancer. Now i'm 15 and kinda got ''addicted'' to the Computer Monitor aswell. I'm lost from humanity, i used to be social, now i'm not. I don't get on path to meet new people, new friends for some reason i let them come to me. I think twice now, nowadays i started training and became more stronger. People respected me but i just realised that i couldn't confront what actually would happen if i didn't train myself.
I fuck'd up my high school, i'm from school and have vacation now.
I don't know how i will think or act when i don't graduate tomorrow.
Life sucks, that's right. This shitty system here in Holland gonna call me tomorrow if i will graduate or not. Its a pain in the ass. Life's a bitch.
I don't have alot of friends, i'm pretty cool. But people doesn't think twice and see this ''guy'' that doesn't take the decision to meet new people or talk to them and sort of think that i'm a loser or shit because i don't take the decision to talk to them.
I will tell you this
There's a huge world to explore, there are really nice people who will care about you and that will talk to you. Don't feel alone, we're one big family since the world started with one male and one female.
Live your life
If you don't
Then its about time
If i graduate . . .
Then i'll get really drunk
and enjoy life like how its ment to be. Its not about how you live your life, its about why you live your life and why you want to continue living your life instead of giving up.
I also saw those other posts about that their life sucks because they are overweight and other things. I would give them as advice :
You know who you are, if you don't like yourself as who you are, then you'll have to work on it. Be strong and people will appreciate you for being strong. Its called ''Courage''. If there are people who bully you because you are fat, and you loose weight and you can show them that you are more then that ''overweight girl or boy'' then they'll start having respect for you.
And if they don't . .
You will know that you're stronger, you accomplished more. You're special.
Mabye the bullies won't respect you, but there will be others.
Life's a bitch. | |
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