Im 25 a mother of 2 and a wife. I have a twin sister that is nothing like me! we used to be close but now were not. I also have a younger sister and she is a peice of shit. Both my sisters have kids. My mom basically raises them. My dad works to provide for all 6 of them on his income only. I wanted more kids i am a great mom but when i had my son i lost vision in my eyes. Too risky the docs say. I hate how a woman can lay in a bed and have sex and get pregnant and just give that kid away. I hate how the system works its redicilous. Man if i could have just one more it would be awsome. I have a daughter also. She is actually my step daughter. Ive had her since birth. The mom is a peice of shit that chose her boyfriend. I was a senior in high school when we first got her and i basically took over when my husband was too lazy to deal with her. I know this sounds selfish but i feel that my son was robbed. I had my daughter and i had to take all the attention off of my newborn to take care of someone elses child. I am a very aggravated person i get adjated very easily. I take it out on my husband way too much. He thinks that a marriage should not have arguements at all. when we do its divorce divorce divorce. I hate it i cant stand it much longer. I hate everyting about myself. i resently went on a diet because i thought my husband thought i was fat. There is not intimate relationship. When i want sex he doesnt want it. I have to basically wait till he is ready and that is usually around his masterbation habbit he has. I feel second. I am worthless to him i dont do anything right. I hate my life. I lost about 20 pounds and i thought that would change the way he looks at me but i was wrong. Im just venting. |
Focus on the children you already have.. at least be happy that you could have one of your own, and and that you have a step daughter.
About the sex problems, have you tried something "innovative"?
Arguing in a marriage is normal.. i think it would not be healthy not to argue ever.
You are frustrated because you cannot have a second child, while you should be happy with the ones you have and live your life in a full way. Others would be happy just to be able to have even 1 kid... others cannot find a husband at all, others are 45 (like my cousin) and never even had sex.. and now it is too late for her for anything.
Be happy with what you have!
Sucks for you man.
thats the only option
Enjoy the rest of your ptiful life, Anonymous 17:09, cuz I'll be waiting.
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