LIFE SUCKS

Honestly, i can't find anything wrong with you, you don't have anything stopping you from making your life more exciting. You don't mention having no friends, money, or any disabilities that prevent you from doing what excites you.
The only thing that's stopping you from getting more out of life is you, whether it is insecurity or lack of confidence to do something new.
My advice is to find what do you want to do before you kick the bucket cuz honestly there is no denying you will one day or another, mb today,tomorrow, or 30 years ahead.
All you r doing is just killing time. Take a vacation and spend some money, cuz let's be honest, nothing nowadays worth living is free.
You can't have it all, if you want security and money then you have to sacrifice excitement and vice versa. So think about it. What do u rly want from life...

Exciting isn't it.

doesn't seem too bad. maybe actually try living your free time versus drinking it away and feeling like crap afterwards. do something exciting and new that you will actually remember versus getting wasted.

Good news is: yes there is more to life.
Bad news is: the first dude was right, get your head out of your ass, new and amazing things won't happen to you if you sit around doing the same shit over and over again.
Try doing something new, like doing one thing everyday that makes you afraid , take baby steps and sooner or later change is a garantee.

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