So we're do I begin well Hi my name is . . . . And my life sucks! I'm 19 and have always lived my life thinking it will be better once iv done something. The sad fact is it makes absolutely no difference. Used 2 be fat and lost the weight thinking things would change once I became thinner that I would get the dream girl and would make more friends. It didn't although people say I look good I still feel like that fat kid inside.I lost my dad at the age of 13 and had a lot of questions I still wanted to ask him I live my life with a lot of regrets.
My family all hate each other and my mother drives me insane. I come from a poor family living in a wealthy area instantly making me feel like the outcast.
I moved to the other side of the world thinking my life would be different. I now live in a country were I know no one and have no friends. Every one at work thinks im an idiot and they are probably right. I act like nothing ever bothers me but inside I feel dead and hopeless. I have no interests or hobbies the things that I used 2 find purpose in no longer have any meaning 4 me. I believe in god I just don't think he believes in me.I feel like life should be more then what it is. Like I've lost something.but don't knw what it is. I don't live I exist and it all seems pointless
I don't want help. I don't want someone to fix me. To give me a magic pill or have to talk about my feelings. Some times I feel enlightened because I know that life sucks were as other people run around trying to cover up that truth by buying materiel things, expensive holidaYs and useless hobbies. We are all just filling up our time untill we die.Oh well . . . . . | |
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