i hate my life. i am gay but havnt told any1. i think people are getting suspicious because i am 20 years old and never had a girlfriend and still a virgin. i want to have a girlfriend so people dont think im gay but im that ugly that no girl would want to go out with me. i dont have a clue what to say to girls. i just go red. i hate it. doesnt help that i have the worlds biggest nose which i dont think ny person in the whole world finds attractive. i am also in a shitty job earning minimum wage. i have turned to the drink alot lately to get me through days when i have felt like killing myself. truth is i have felt like this for years but im too scared to kill myself incase it goes wrong and having to explain why i tryed to. i see no point in continuing my life like this it just seems as though im never goin to find love and live with mam n dad all my life in a shitty job living a lie. plz somebody help me |
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