LIFE SUCKS

you think your life sucks

you think your llife suck well im 21 with a daughter and a husband that i cant take care of because the military sucks and they just messed up mine and my famlies life. i joined to make my better but my recuiter lied to us my unit told everyone that they forgot about me and i havent been getting paid the way im was supposed to be. now i have no money to supported my family and no one here fucking gives a shit because when i try to tell them they just tell me its going to get better and to keep my head up buthten the next day things just get worse. because my recuiter messed up my family had no medical and now they are both very sick and i just have to take it because i cant get that back. we had to cancel my daughters doctors appointment and she could get her shots cus she had no medical coverage. my husband has corhns and he couldnt get his medicine now he feels like he dieing everyday cus he cant eat or sleep. and i dont get to go home till i get paid and it almost fucking christmas. so why the fuck dome and my family have to suffer cus of the militarys mistakes. how the fuck do you forget about a soilder in your fucking unit. how the fuck do you lead someone on too join then dont try to help them. now my husband is sick all the time trying to take care of our sick daughter at home by himself because no one wants to help not even the fucking military. now all i can do is call him everyday and hear him and my daughter suffer. now it gets fucking better, we also might lose the house that we have and the military cant listen to me for 2 fucking seconds so that mabye they can help. so now who the fuck cares? no one cus not a damn person has even tried to help. stop fucking telling me that its going to be ok and fucking show me. so try living everyday not being able to helpl the ones you love cus the military is telling you that you cant go home
and all you do is fucking think about all day cus you cant do anything. i cant eat, havent slept in days, cant think right cus all i can think bout is my famliy sick and away from me. i hate my fucking life!!!!! i wish it would end soon