LIFE SUCKS

disowned

I am a lesbian, and i met the most wonderful girl who i love more than anything in the world. My family does not approve of my lifestyle but that is not something i can change. I spent so long hiding who I was that I tried to kill myself. they would like me to leave the woman I love and hide myself again. I tried to kill myself when I wasn't faced with losing the one person who showed any reciprocation to my love. That was not an option. so.. my family disowned me, kicked me out. Told me a was not their daughter. Later my mother tried to kill herself and wrote a suicide note telling the world that it was my fault. that my lifestyle drove her to take her own life.she was unsuccessful because i called the police and my father. he did not answer the phone but i left a message which he received and went to his house where he found my mother unconscious. the police arrived minutes later. He drove her to the hospital in time.My whole family blames me for this now, and it is my fault. But it was her or me, and I could not leave the woman i love by herself.