I have no life and no real friends. I am overweight and unattractive. I am in high school and everyday I watch other people walk around and enjoy their lives with their friends. People know me, but just as the fat kid who makes an occasional joke. I used to have friends, but when we got to high school it's like I didn't exist. So i just sit at home everyday with my parents and I know they think I'm a loser. I watch my past friends walk through the hallway with their girlfriends and people I wish I could know. I completely lack any form of a social life, but my grades are still very poor. I most likely won't get into college with my mediocre grade and complete lack of extra circulars. I did get a 32 on my ACT and that is what gives me the faintest sliver of hope in life. I just pray college is better (if I can even go) and I can actually have some real relationships. I want to get intimate with a girl someday, but it worries me that I only have a 4 inch penis and it looks even smaller compared to my fat body. God dammit I hate every thing about my life. I have no hopes and aspirations for life and I believe I am suffering from severe ADHD and depression, but my parents don't think those are real issues and I should just "toughen up" and "work harder." I would just get high all day, but I feel even worse about sitting around and doing that alone. I know I might sound like a typical adolescent bitch but shit I just needed to vent and I could care less if this shit is grammatically correct. | |
and by the way you say you want a relationship, any girl interested in you would not care about your size.
you first have to improve yourself before others can look into you. If you're Christian find your Jesus. if not (like me) then just strive for yourself.
try volunteering or working something that requires interaction with people.
For a good start, read "the Game" by Neil Strauss. I can promise you that being fat/unattractive or having a 4" dick isn't your problem: it's your inability to get past that shit and improve yourself. Do it, now! Don't wait or you will be miserable for the rest of your life.
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