I know, a lot of people have a worse life than me. Im not living on the streets, im not fighting an addiction, or an illness for that matter. Ive got a very comfortable lifestyle; im studying, my parents give me child support money, and i dont generlly go without..
BUT IM SO MISERABLE!!
Im not allowed a life. Im 18.. but If i make plans, my controlfreak family cancel them and mess them up. I never go out, I never see anyone. And so this means basically, i have no friends. I have friends at college, so i see people and have a laugh, but the weekends and days off. I spend trailing around supermarket after supermarket with my stepmom.
Do you know how lonely that gets? Not having a life. Sitting in your house in the middle of no where all day everyday, and going to Walmart if your lucky..
I hate my life.
The housework gets left to me, while my brother, who is the same age as me, gets to sit on his arse playing computer games and sleeping until late in the afternoon. His mom (my stepmom) gives him lifts everywhere and encourages him to go out and stuff. Then cancels my plans so i can join her on her many exoctic trips to walmart.
I cry on a daily basis. Im so depressed. | |
So honey, don't be afraid to give up those money and find your own way. It will be worth it in the long run. If you continue to get financial supports from your stepmom, she will continue to control your life. It doesn't sound like she's putting your futures or happiness as much of a priority.
So believe, your best bet is to leave home and stay in college. The key to success is to stand tough and not give up.
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