I'm a 26 year old female virgin who wouldn't know how to flirt if I was held at gunpoint and told to try. Because of this, I've never had a boyfriend and haven't even been asked out on a date. I got depressed a few years ago and went on anti-depressants that made me gain 100 pounds. So, now, I'm a fatass on top of being a pathetic loner. I just started a new job that I'm terrible at. My crappy performance on the job has only been "enhanced" by memory loss and speech problems that have no medical explanation. My co-workers hate me. I'm up to my eyeballs in student loan debt and will probably never pay it off. I DO have a life insurance policy on myself. So, I'm probably worth more to the world dead than alive. Lucky me. | |
Weight - try chia seed (natural seed to lose weight) and exercise.
Think losing weight is very important for you to gain your self-confidence again and is first step to solving problems listed here. You may not be able to lose all 100 lbs, but losing part will help put your life back on track
I don;t think your colleagues hate you - sometimes, when one is down and lonely and depressed/angry, one may look at whole world in different perspective.
Change yourself (physical/emotional etc) and you may llok at things differently. And if you still think your colleagues hate you, change job. Get better paying job to pay off loans
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