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Posted by Mom at September 23, 2011
Tags: Attitude  Relationship  2011 September

I don't even know where to start. Has it really come to this? Am I now so pathetic that I have to post my troubles on this website? How do I not have one person that I can talk to?
I am 24 years old, married with two small children, and zero friends. Growing up I was not popular, pretty, athletic, I wasn't really anything. I was just there. My parents didn't really take much intrest in me and neither did anyone at school. I had one friend growing up, if you could really call her that. We were only friends when it was convenient for her. We didn't hang out at school only at home. It was like this from 2nd grade until presently.
I didn't graduate High School, only because I didn't care enought to try. The only way I ever got attention was to act stupid and ditsy when truthfuly I am pretty smart.
I started dating a guy (now my husband) straight out of High School. I didn't even like him, and was never physically attracted to him. He is a handsome guy, very inshape and strong masculine features. I just settled because he liked me so much and I didn't think I would ever do any better. Now that I look back I don't know why I thought that, I was actually very pretty and have the perfect body. (average height, big boobs, tiny waist, pretty face) I probably could have had any guy I wanted.
Anyway I dropped out of my first year of college because he wanted to join the military and my dumb ass just followed him and gave up on my self. We eloped got pregnant shortly after and then very quickly again. So for the past for years I have pretty much been a single mother while he has been deployed. It's just me and the kids all day. He's home now and I realize I don't like him very much. We hardly speak to one another, we are broke, about to loose our house, and considering a divorce.
The one friend I mentioned before is married into money and is far to good for the likes of me now. So I have no one, except for my kids. I love them very much and wish I were someone they could be proud of but I know I'm not. I have no purpose in life outside of my kids. Like I said before Im a fairly smart person and wish I were able to get back in school and do something for myself, and prove everyone wrong but I for one can't afford it.
I have tried applying for several jobs but never any replies. I feel completely worthless and alone. I hate everything about my life. Mostly I hate myself for allowing myself to get to this place, and now I am stuck here. And no one even cares.

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By anonymous at 15,Nov,11 11:56

im so sorry u feel like that, i feel like that all the time. this whole world sucks!!! all we can do is pray, and im not so sure that works either, atleast not 4 me. my entire life has been one mistake after the other, it doesnt matter what i do or say i cant do anything right, i mess everything up. the only time in my life that i have ever felt joy was the birth of my children.


By anonymous at 15,Nov,11 13:43

Wow! Your life is pretty pathetic. Maybe you should just kill yourself. That's what I would do if I didn't have a great job making almost 80,000 a year, an amazing and loving wife, kids who love and respect me, my own house, a college degree and the love and support of all of my friends and family.
By anonymous at 15,Nov,11 14:40

you are an ass ! karma is a bitch !
By anonymous at 15,Nov,11 21:18

Karma.. its that thing where when we see crippled kids suffer but assholes live it up...we say, the kid must have been a bad person so god erased his fucking memory and threw him into a life of punishment for a reason he doesnt even know but that prik, he must have been a saint before... lulzy karma fucking tards.
By anonymous at 15,Nov,11 14:51 Fold Up

trollololol
By anonymous at 15,Nov,11 20:06 Fold Up

Wow! Your pathetic!
By anonymous at 16,Nov,11 21:50 Fold Up

"There but by the grace of God go I," is what you should be saying. Instead it appears you feel that you are responsible for your circumstances. Do you realize that there is but one moment, one instance,circumstance,or one bad choice that could have placed you in the same situation as the people you ridicule? No, like most you must believe that you are such a gift to the world, that you are so wonderful and that is the reason you have what you have. It is not so my brother or sister! "There but by the grace of God you go." In the power of the tong or the keyboard is life and death! Try to encourage and be a blessing to those in need or perhaps one day the Lord will pull his favor from your life.


By anonymous at 15,Nov,11 15:58

Go back under your bridge you EVIL TROLL, how dare u tell this person this,When all this person needs is support..your only 24 life is not over find a babysitter n go back to school u have your whole life ahead of you.. Good luck n god bless you..


By anonymous at 15,Nov,11 20:45

"I started dating a guy (now my husband) straight out of High School. I didn't even like him, and was never physically attracted to him. He is a handsome guy, very inshape and strong masculine features. I just settled because he liked me so much and I didn't think I would ever do any better. Now that I look back I don't know why I thought that, I was actually very pretty and have the perfect body. (average height, big boobs, tiny waist, pretty face) I probably could have had any guy I wanted"


Maybe your personality sucks.


By anonymous at 15,Nov,11 21:26

I no that things dont always seen fare but we must put are trust in GOD and prey. Somtimes GODS plans dont make any sense to us at the time but we need to put our hole trust in the LORD. You will find your speshul plase in life.
Im not trying to be the usual nigger hoo is going try to feed you things to make you feel better, this is the truth, as hard as it is to belive rite now. I will prey for you my dear.
By anonymous at 15,Nov,11 22:19

Holy. Learn how to spell!


By anonymous at 15,Nov,11 23:10

Ok, like u never misspelled before...!!


By anonymous at 16,Nov,11 06:38

FUCK LIFE!! it pisses me off how good people get stuck in shit situations. but no matter how down you are you can never let yourself believe that no one cares. most people won't care abut you but as bullshit as it may sound all you have to do is follow your heart and you'll inevitably find people that will put their balls on the chopping block for you. you're 24, still young.. if you don't love your husband you shouldn't be staying with him for your kids sake. i could go on forever preaching why's, how's and the way it should be but the simple fact is that if you don't help yourself someone else will rarely help you. i really hope you help yourself.


By anonymous at 16,Nov,11 09:09

I didnt really have any friends but at least you have a husband and kids that will always love you , its not all about being popular is it? So just carry on with your life like you are now. x


By lost at 16,Nov,11 12:33

Your a mother no degree, job, husband, money can ever compare to what it takes to be a mom. Not saying from experience cause I am a dude but I see day in day out how hard it is to be a mom. I am thinking of divorce too but not sure.


By anonymous at 17,Nov,11 01:52

Wow, this site is great. It is packed with the same substance...proof that life doesn't suck at all. A lot of people suck though. Thankfully I'm awesome. If you all worked on sucking less the world would be a better place. Because you suck though, you'll never see this as truth. Keep blaming life people...

OP, I feel so sorry for your husband. I wonder, what if you had of realized how good looking you were early enough to avoid settling? Perhaps you could of avoided lumping him with a such a miserable nothing.

Angry at life or weakened by living? Keep pushing forward or lay and die? Start thinking...Please...


By anonymous at 17,Nov,11 06:54

you're right this site is great right! its great because people who feel trapped and need an outlet can anonymously let loose here. and your "Thankfully i'm awesome" comment, yeah that was just great too, awesome people like you either google sucks big time looking to get off or even more pathetic actually look for a website where people tell their sorrows and then decide to put them down. i hope you answer just to prove that it's my second guess. you're AWESOME!


By smashing top seo at 24,Oct,13 09:30

SLmYSn Very good article.Really thank you! Will read on...


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