Im a 13 year old boy. I was born in Puerto Rico but moved to Cleveland,OH when I was 3. My
Early childhood was good I guess, I had some friends and stuff, but now im a teen and I have to
Survive this living hell that I call "my life". Ever since fourth grade when I transferred schools I
Had a pretty bad life. Nobody in my new school wanted to ne my friend except one kid named
Elijah. So we were friends for like 2 years untill he went to a new school in 5th grade. So now I
Had no friends except 2 kids from my old school that I had thier phone numbers. Then comes 6th grade, and life's still sucking that year I decided to hang out with the cool group. After that I
Started bieng more bad a$$ and I was finally accepted. I also had a crush on a girl in 5th grader and I could'nt stop thinking about her. Every time I see her my heart skips a beat. So this kept going and I heard her say she was switching schools after this semester ended. I was so sad, but I couldn't do anything to stop it. I knew it was now or never, so I got the courage to ask her out...and I did but she said no. I felt mad, sad, frustrated, embarrased, and stupid at the same. I came home, locked the door and cried. Not like all out wailing and shouting cry, but the silent shed some tears kind of cry I felt MISERABLE. I didnt want to go to school the next day but I did, and I regret it. It looked like she told her friends, and they told my friends because they kept
Saying REEEJECTED every time I walked by. I got so mad that I punched one of them in the face
And his nose started bleeding. I got a detention for it and got grounded. Now Im starting 8th grade and plan to lay low and survive one more year. Then i'll be in high school and start out fresh. All I can do now is pray to God that I don't do anything stupid this year or it will be just another bad year and I can't take it anymore. Please, pray for me.
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