Growing up I lived a happy childhood. Junior high was even okay. Just a little drama here and there. Then I went to high school. Freshman year I met an amazing guy. Dated for only 2 months, but I loved him. He cheated on me. Lied to me. I dumped him. Sophomore year I met another amazing guy. He treated me really good. We dated over 2 months. I thought he was perfect. He turned out to be an alcoholic and a druggy and he became very distant. We broke up over time.
I'm a senior in high school. I'm lonely and depressed. My friends aren't even spending time with me. Sometimes I feel like the world is crashing down on me. The only thing that makes me feel better is music. I need music in my life. Or writing. Like this. Writing my feelings down. I wish I knew if there was a purpose for me. I really need a miracle. I've tried hanging out with my friends, but they always seem to blow me off. So I can't say I haven't tried. I just feel like it's never gonna get better. I've made a lot of mistakes. And I've definitely learned from them. I just wanna be happy. | |
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